元气恢复~~~呜洒呜洒。。
7.29.2009
今天。。
是你第五天离开我的日子。。
我依旧站在这里。。
等你回来。。
不知道应该去盼望还是什么。。
但是。。
我总有种感觉。。
你会回到我身边~
我一下定决心了。。
我决定去爱你。。
因为我骗不了自己。。
我知道你一定会回来。。
可是。。
我一直在想。。
希望越大,失望越大
其实。。
我会怕!
说真的。。
最近发生很多事。。
少了你,让我述说。。
当你回来时,
我会把全部都告诉你。。
当作惩罚你啦。。
呵呵。。^^
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你在那里应该活得不错吧?
要加油哦!
不要因为我哦。。
尽量不要想起我~
专心做你的事。。OK?
愿主保佑你!
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我想,
女孩子。。
做最幸福的事。。
应该是让爱的人选择离开的方式。。
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预考要来了啦。。
初三同学。。
我们拼了啦~
不管怎样都不要放弃。。
还有19天。。
不长也不短的时间!
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明天有活动!
要加油了!
GAMBATEH!
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最后,
我想跟妈咪说:
“妈,我爱你!”
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Labels: YOU BELONG WITH ME!
this is d sound of heart broken....
7.26.2009
i reli was waitin 4 u 2 cum back...
but u din~
d veli laz time i saw u was laz saturday~
i guess..
i will not c u anymore..
u juz left me alone..
u broke ur promise...
u noe hw much i love u?
u dunno!
u dun even noe....
i was cryin....
whole friday night...
i juz cant accept dat u left me..
u'r so selfish...
du u think of me?
i cant even sleep...
coz when i close my eyes..
i'll kip thinkin of u...
ur face...
everythin of urs~
juz kip cumin out from my brain,
i cant stop 2 think of you...
coz i reli luv you....!
d nex day...
my frens knew it...
they juz pity on me...
kip makin me laugh...
yea...
i did laugh...
laugh without you~
i didn't expect u left me...
no...i didn't...
mayb im 2 naize...
or i took gurranty on u...
im sorry!
u r d one hu makes my tear drops on my guitar!
u'r selfish...
u juz let d beautiful memories between us flew away~
i reli cant stand!
all i need now...
is TIME..
TIME can let me 4get u but not 4giv u...
hope dat i can live inside a saltwater room.
LOVE
FORGET
USELESS
OVER
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Labels: IT END TONIGHT
OK LAR....
7.23.2009
well...
2day is WEI QI's 15th burpday...
haha..
becum older~
muahaha...
me younger lur..
haven burpday yet...
gav her a present n a bookmark..
she was lyk...WOW~
haha...
TOUCHIN~
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downloaded green day's 21 guns!
nice...
so nw i hav 21 guns 2 shoot those fella!!!!!!!!!!!
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datz gud...
coz XXX din cum 2day!
so damn gud~
our class seems quiet alot..
except my gang lar..[exception!]
coz there r 2 free periods 4 us 2 play..nonsense..
2 teachers din cum!
WONDERFUL!
so damn enjoy!
v were lyk...kip laughin lyk crazy women~
haha...XD
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went activity 2day...
erm..
nt borin lur...
but i gt people misunderstand me...
foong hui!!!!!
she d guy i met in skul laz thursday is my boyfren!
URGH!
my fren lai geh lar!
sumore me kena bully...
kip playin my stuffy...
play wid my nike bottle...
T.T wuwuwu T.T
tzu guang n tzu chiang brought their hp...
cheh...
n tzu guang was lyk:"
y d day i brought handphone u wont brought de ar?"
i replied him:"
no lar..coz our heart arh..u noe lar..cant suits wid each other marh~nex time u'r bringin arh, betta call me lur!"
then he kip showin his songs 2 me...
quite nice...
many songs...!
haha...XP
discussion 4 d nex performance...wid pearl..
quite headache!
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then,
i ask teacher about d guitar thingy..
coz i wanna find people 2 repair...
me:"ei,teacher,u noe wher 2 repair guitar arh? my guitar de string punya hole nt enough deep leh~"
t:"who call u 2 du de?"
me:"oh! neh, d guy arh,neh,itu ronny arh!"
t:"oh!!!![big respon!]u go find him lar...at d guitar store.."
me:"which one lur?"
t:"cheras de lur,leisure mall de...i tot u wanna go meet him!?"
me:"mana ada lar!"[shy shy~]
t:"u go find him lur...!
me:"aiyo,later he du wan help me leh,mai waste my petrol?"
t:"aiyo,u mai communicate wid him lar,talk 2 him,go drink tea arh,then sumore go take phone no lar!"
i was lyk...
wat D...ini teacher arh..naughty naughty!
me:"no lar!"[shy shy ni~]
haha...XP
niweiz..
i miss him![i mean ronny lur~]
[t:teacher]
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Labels: BURPDAY, MISS 瑜静, NEW PIC, RONNY
I LURB YESTERDAY...JUZ YESTERDAY! but i hate 2DAY!
7.20.2009
mua fren lur..
haha...XP
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erm...yesterday went SUNWAY lur..
4 movie..HARRY POTTER..
wid wei qi n jia chi..
jer's nt cumin..
she's havin exam..
chattin wid ben all d time lur...
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shoppin b4 movie..
both of them bought shoes..
so gud..
me cant!
coz 2 many jor!
muz control!!!
haha...XD
ben said he was ther 4 awhile..
go cari him lor..
he sent a message...:
eager to c me?
perasan ni!!!!
where gt people said lyk dis de..
swt...=.=lll
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findin him lor..
then saw him suddenly..
haha...
wearin d EMINEM t-shirt...
kakaz...
dat was attractive..[i mean d t-shirt lar~]
v were lyk...
walkin around...
v did go 2 d rink..
go find his fren lur..
so many frenz pulak..
ENVY lur...
niweiz..
his frenz were all hockeyz...WOW~
haha...
but he was lyk shoutin 2 each other..
his frenz are funny 2...
haha...
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juz walkin lur..
he was lyk...
kip pushin me..
almost fall down..
so evil..~
but he stayed there 4 juz half an hour..
short..
nex time muz go skate wid him..
wont miss it anymore~
d worst part..
he called me 2 go teman him go find car..
adui~
ini orang arh..
kip pullin me...
haiz...
at laz..i gib up lur..
go wid him...
memang lyk children..
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saw YIHUA!!!!!
hapi~~~~
miss her alot..
she called me 1st..
miss her!!!
miss her lyk hell..
MUAKZ!!!
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harry potter..
nt reli nice..
juz funny...
quite dissapointed....
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2day...
SUX LYK HELL!
1st....
XXX is annoyin...
d laz period..
she was lyk walkin towards my place..
n she tried 2 call us shut up...
WATEVA...
i was lyk...
"wat?"
"stop talkin lar~"
"i did talk,but softly k..whisperin.."
"nope..i heard u guyz tokin~"[bitch!]
excuse MUA!!!
u guyz...doesn't mean its me..
n stop usin dat kind of face 2 face me...
coz...
IT'S RELI MAKES U LUK UGLIER!!!
ok?!
then..
i continued d conversation:
"heloo! teacher's tokin infront! du u think u can stand here? dont u think its 2 rude?!"
n she was speechles...! then she walked back...muahahahahhahahahaha!
YAY...i won!!!
K.O!
u...SHUT UP!
stop tryin 2 control me...busybody~
juz dun let me say dis wurds 2 u:
"FUCK OFF!"
betta leave me alone...!
u reli SUX!
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n ther's another fella...
dats YYY...
haha..
wont tell u hu's dat...
dis fella..
WORST!
my PUBLIC ENEMY~[d movie~kakaz]
hate her lyk HELL...
she was lyk..
starin at me 4 no reason...
wid anger..
QIXIN!
kinda crazy~
juz luk lyk a bitch 2...
dats d oni wurd i can describe her..
BITCH!
tot hw gud she is..
YIKES...
i juz hope she stay away from vision...
so dat u wont pollute my eyes..
yea..
niweiz...
same wurds 4 u..
FUCK OFF!
NOOB~
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hope 2 hav green day's 21 guns 2 shoot u guyz down!
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Labels: 21 GUNS, FIGURE IT OUT URSELF, XXX, YYY
LYK 2DAY! 喜欢今天!!!
7.16.2009
呵呵。。
这是那天太早到那餐厅时拍的啦。。
那时。。就在那时。。
那个男的就来了。。
瓦咔咔。。
那是他看着我们拍照。。
很“鱼”。。
呵呵!
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今天本来不想上活动的~
但是主席有吩咐过一定要去。。
因为我和PEARL要负责成果展的表演。。
有点压力。。!
嘻嘻。。
我又偷偷带电话去哦。。
都没跟别人讲叻!
呵呵~
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今天我们这组。。
和MELISSA【主席】那组连在一起。。
酷!
多多人。。比较好玩!
而且又有MELISSA&PEARL!!!
呵呵。。^^
那个死臭吴祖光!
坐在我旁边。。
一直跟我斗嘴!
但是他的确是有变好了啦。。有礼貌很多了~
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活动开始前就跟老师讨论下表演要怎么样咯。。
决定要唱什么歌了!
MICHAEL JACKSON的HEAL THE WORLD 和戴佩妮的《不一定》。。
想想。。
我们那时。。
教师表演。。
接着就练老师的婚宴表演。。
现在完了。。
又练成果展的表演。。
突然有点感觉。。
就像是。。表演人。。一直在表演~
呵呵。。XP
我和MELISSA就去问老师那天在婚宴那个帅帅男叫什么名字。。
死吴祖光吴祖强。。
在那边吵到死!
一直不给老师讲~
但老师还是讲了出来。。
他叫RONNY哦~
呵呵。。
好可爱的名字哦!
他22岁耶。。
好老哦。。咔咔。。
开玩笑啦。。。
【希望他不要看到这一段,不然他会生气!呵呵~】
我啊。。MELISSA啊。。PEARL啊。。
都一直在讲他很帅~
呵呵。。
连臭祖强祖光都说他帅叻!
呵呵。。XP
好想他哦~
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抄CHORD时。。
臭祖光祖强来请我帮他们抄。。
好啦。。
看我今天心情好。。
就帮你们抄咯!【几好人!】
拿他们也有道谢啦。。
算有礼貌啦~
呵呵。。XP
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跟MELISSA学STAY咯。。
都因为他咯。。
他弹我才弹的!【他=RONNY】
呵呵。。XP
挺喜欢他的!
等我学会了。。
我一定要谈给我的爱人听!
呵呵。。【羡慕叻~】
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祖光祖强遇到RONNY啊!!!
在CHERAS的THE GUITAR STORE!!!
YER!!!
好啦他们!
妒忌死。。
呜呜呜呜。。
我要再看到他。。。!!!
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死臭臭臭臭吴祖光!
你捏我捏的好痛啊!!!!
死人头。。。
我是女生耶!!!!!!!!!
我要跟主席讲!
呜呜呜呜。。。
伟琪。。
眀卓。。
欧倪。。
嘉琦。。
瑜静。。
苹果。。
他捏我!!!!!!!!
疼疼~
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活动后。。
走出新大楼时。。
咦?
怎么那个人这么像那天在教堂认识的那个口爱男生?
在走过去。。
看看。。
一定是来的。。
我:“喂!”
他:“诶?你怎么在这?”
“废话,我在这上学啦!你来这干嘛?”【那时还背着书包拿着吉他叻,几幸苦啊!】
他:“没有啦!等朋友!”
我:“哦,我还以为你来上课叻!”
他:“怎么可能!?我大了的咯!”
我:“啊那!去TIMES SQUARE啊?”
“是啦~”
“哎哟,TIMES SQUARE有人中H1N1啊。。你要小心啦!”
“什么啦!我去那边和朋友吃东西罢了!我ZAP住!”
我:“哈哈。。好啦。。走了啦。。BYE-BYE!”
好巧哦!
竟然在。。
我的学校里遇到他。。
我也感到很荣幸啦。。
佩服我的眼力。。
看背影就认得出人!
几劲!!!
呵呵。。
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Labels: I MISS YOU,教堂的口爱男生,祖光捏我!, RONNY, 成果展表演
NICE SUNDAY! 美好的星期日!!!
7.12.2009
我和副主席。。
漂亮吧?
【副主席:PEARL】
我和主席。。。^^主席是不是很漂亮叻?
呵呵。。
【主席:MELISSA】
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有点遗憾。。
为什么没在昨天拍多一点照照。。
有祖光祖强的照照啦。。
但不要POST上来。。
污染掉我的部落格啊。。
呵呵。。。^^
有点遗憾。。
没跟那帅帅的男生拍照!
呜呜呜呜。。
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真的好想他哦。。
想起昨天和他合唱的那一PART。。
都会微微笑~
STAY N WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPT. ENDS
真的很想再遇见他!
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他也有问我:“你可以教我唱和音吗?”
我:“蛤?我不是很会罢了哦!”
他:“不会啊,我听到你们唱得不错啊!”
我:“哈哈。。是啊?”
他:“可以借借你吉他玩吗?”
我:“好啊?”
他:“嗯,吉他是很美啦。。但是弦要换了哦。。洞也可以打深一点。。酱会比较容易弹!”
靠。。。
哈哈。。
我无言啦。。
就一直看着他了。。
呵呵。。!
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今天圣经比赛啦!
超紧张的。。
因为我们和中四的一起比赛!
今天比赛今天我才读咯!
在车上死拼记~
哈哈~!
到了的时候。。
JACINTHA没来啦。。
我们就少了一个人咯!
算了。。
就找位子坐啊。。
我们的评审是我很早以前就看过的男生来滴。。
没想到他会出现在这。。
没想到他变成这个样了。。
挺好看的吗!
才发觉他是那么的好笑。。
很FRIENDLY。。
值得交值得交。。【交朋友啦~】
很口爱咯!
有讲讲话~
还一直笑我!
讨厌!
哈哈。。
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I LYK EU...HAPI 2 MEET U..D SONGS DAT U SING WID ME [STAY & WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPT.ENDS]
7.11.2009
WOW!
i luv 2day!!!!
1st...
no skul!
wonderful...
2nd..
im goin 2 teacher's weddin 4 performance!!!!
haha...hapi!!! excited..
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i used an hour 4 dressin..
haha...
quite long time..
blablabla...
then went lunch..
haha...
my fren was lyk:"wah...where u goin?"
"no lar..go performance~"
"perform wat?"
"singin n guitar lar!"
"haha...shock dat u noe 2 play guitar leh!"
haha...
wat lar..
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anyway..
melissa said meet at skul's bus stop..
i arrive ther about 2.39...
suppose 2 be ther at 2.30...
so..
im d latest 1..
but no 1 scold me 2...muahaha...
i saw zu chiang n zu guang..
but i din plan 2 meet them by goin down from my car..
coz im lazy~
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lol..
arrive ther [restaurant] about 3 sumthin lar..
nervous!!!
but it seems lyk we're d most earlier 1...
then...
v took pics...
stupid zu guang~
kip tryin 2 push me down 2 d pond~
i saw a guy...
lengzai!!!!!
cute lar..
he brought his keyboard..
WOW...
meanz dat he's goin 2 perform 2...[but actuali nt...]
niweiz..
PEEKIN AT HIM~
muahahaha...XP
but...
i noe he did peek at me...
lol...XD!
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rehersal...
kakaz...
nice..
dat guy sittin down ther...lukin at us..
uhm~
nice!?
yea..
our performance was nice!
kakaz..
then v went cafe 2 hav drinkz lur..
chit-chattin lur...[7 of us=3guyz + 4girlz]
went back 2 d restaurant 4 dinner b4 performance~
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saw dat guy again..
he reli lukz cute lar!!!
LYK HIM lo...^^
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v're kip waitin at d backstage till d 'party' start~
PHEW~
be ready n steady...haha...
suddenly..
he came in...[d cute guy lar...]
he borrowed d guitar from zu guang~
n play one of my favourite song!!!!!!!!!!!
guess wat?
it's STAY from ESTRELLA!!!!
AHHHHH!
haha...
i was lyk:"hey! u noe 2 play dis song! estrella .. stay!"
he said:"yea,ESTRELLA~"
then he played d song..
n i sing it..
enjoy..
i mean..
enjoy singin wid a stranger...
haha...
luking at each other~aha...^^
then he cum toward me..
standin opposite me..
n i was tokin 2 melissa..
topic about latest songs...
i found dat d guy..
kip listenin 2 wat i said...
when im tokin about GREEN DAY's new songz..
he was pluckin "WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPT. ENDS" 's intro..
dats 1 of my favourite song!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!
again~
haha...
sing wid him...lukin at each other..
haha...XD
wat the!
his contact lens same as mine?!!!!!
huh?!
blue?!
apalah ni!
macam ni pun boleh...
haha...
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n dats our turn 2 perform...
wow...nervous!!!
haha..
i saw him..
juz down ther..
lukin at me..
say sumthin lyk :" GAMBATEH!" wid action..
haha..
he's reli a cute guy..
i'll rememba him!
haha...XD
niweiz..
i lyk him~
he is mischievous..
he is cute..
he is smart..
he is kind..
he is gud..i mean in musical instrument...
haha...XP
hope 2 meet him again!
muakz!
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Labels: cute guy, PERFORMANCE, STAY, WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPT. ENDS
Being "mizz wateva"!
7.05.2009
EMOTIONAL
these dayz...
dunno why?
unreasonable~
mayb i started 2 miss him...
alot + alot..
so?
he dun even noe~
haiz...
wateva...[u guyz dun simply think~]
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juz finish exam...
gt resultz.. i mean d total markz...
nt bad...
thers improve....n oso gt markz tt bent....
wateva...
i gt 85 4 chemistry laz semester...this time...
haiz...10 markz? BOLIAO~
75...sad lur...T.T
but i found out sum1 in my gang...
she's....kinda 2...crazy about her markz...
gt sumthin wrong then argue wid teacher...
so sienz...
wateva...
i juz wanna say:"i noe ur markz r veli high...congratz~"
WATEVA~~~~~~
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homewurkz...gettin more...
sumtimes hope dat juz can burn it all...
& say buh bye~
but...
NO CHOICE...
wat shud i say?
WATEVA~
especially mathz...
yikes!!!
hate it...
alwayz kena scolded...T.T
haiz...
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tsun jing high skul gt closed...
so gud..
no nid 2 skul 4 1 week...
v arh?
mm...kip hopin sum1 in skul tt wanna sacrifice lur...
wahaha...[so bad]
niweiz...
those teachers kip sayin d same thing
"u all,dun think tt holz no nid 2 du hw arh..."
speech finish...
a list of hw...
damn EU!
rest oso kenot...pervert de~
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yesterday went to chung hwa independent high skul in KL de...
so damn far...
havin competition ther...
i was expectin 2 c tt guy tt i met him in d forum..
but...malangnya~
TAKDA~
haiz...
i miss him alot...!
i think...mayb...
v'll neva c each other again...
niweiz...
lyk him~
cute guy!
tt skul quite ok lar..
but if ask which i vote 4..
of coz is my skul lar..
my skul gt new blockz tt wid new labs leh~
wuhuhuhu!!!
but orh..
people skul gt lengzai lur..
my skul TAKDA...
all small boyz...
BLEK~
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luv u MJ...
4eva...
u're nt alone...
v'll rememba d time dat u wid us..
blood on d dance floor...
healin ur hands 2 d world...
& oso...
u rock my world!
MJ...KING OF POP...
alwayz in my heart!
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MICHAEL JACKSON~~~
Labels: cute guy, emo, H1N1, MJ, wateva