Friends are truly important to everyone in this world. Not just only human, animals or insects too..they do have friends.
But..do we have to trust them with our whole heart?
Do we have to give them our whole heart?
Do we have to let them know everything about us?
Or..do we have to tell them all of our secrets?
Just because of "there's no secret between you and me"?
Seriously, I don't even trust my friend fully.
Not because I'm selfish or stupid or what..
it is just a self protection.
I don't want to get hurt and letting them giving me unnecessary stress.
Recently,
I'm having a cold war with my friend who is sitting beside me.
I'm getting more misunderstanding about her.
She is EMOTIONAL!
And when she got into that stupid self-thinking situation, she got mad at me!
Human! I did nothing wrong to you okay?
So stop being that!
It happened numerous times, and I was trying to stand & stand & stand
Till this time...I can't anymore and I know I shouldn't anymore.
Let me tell you, I am not the selfish one but you are!
You keep wanting things and things from me.
But honestly, I'm sorry I have to say that...
I can't give you as many as you wanted.
I have my own life.
I have my own style.
Between friends..there should be forgiving.
But not quarrelling..or others.
You are the one who started the fight.
I thought Rosie( one of the classmates ) had given you a lesson!
"Not being selfish! Not being emotional! Not being stupid!"
Do you know how you look when u got emotional?
You look stupid!
Just like a silly girl...
Hey, if u see this, let me tell you that I AM FUCKING ANGRY ON YOU
&
I AM TOTALLY MAD AT YOU!
Forgive me for using the f-word to describe my feelings...but it's true!
不要有口讲别人,没有口讲自己。
This is what I told you.
I didn't mean to criticize you but telling you the truth.
你只记得别人坏的一面,你有试着去看好的一面吗?
You are stubborn..and sometimes I can't even stand your stubbornness..make me feel so weird of you..
朋友不是给你拿来发脾气的。
不要讲到你自己好像很重视可是讲我不重视这段友谊。
不是每次我都会做同样的东西--主动疼回你/跟你和好,我不是你男朋友。
我做的事情只有一次。不是每次你沉默是我都会去问你:“我又做错什么啊?”
再次强调,我不是你男朋友。
你这么爱发脾气,你自己发饱它~我完全没兴趣发脾气。
你不要给我压力~这样会令我对你更加反感。
与其每天发脾气,不如开开心心,活得更有意思。
上次你说我语气差~我确实有在改。
只是你有时的态度很令人讨厌。
最受不了这种人。
我没有直接地告诉你算是对你客气了。
Sorry doesn't mean anything.
Sorry一句大完啊?
只有你有脾气啊?
我也有的好不好!
我跟你说我真的很生气你!
我从来没有为这些无聊的事而这么生气过。
这种事情真的有够无聊!
白痴!
seriously~i miss your lips..i miss your kiss...there's about 1 month we didn't get to see each other~ I'm sorry my dear~ I'm sorry that I can't come out to meet you that often~you know...parent's guidance~(WHATEVER) I wanna say thank you to you for waiting me for such long time, i know you're kinda getting in a tough time also~me either..but let me tell u a thing, and that is KEVIN, I LOVE YOU FOREVER..LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME~
Thank God for letting me to meet you...!!!
hehe :)
I know it's fate~hehe~