XOXO

Knock knock Love

2010-12-18T15:49:00.001+08:00

-The guy which I like and He likes me too =] -

"Hey, so what kind of guy u like ? Fat ? cute ? handsome ?"

"lol..u want me to be honest ?"

"haha..i wan u to lie to me...jkjk.. no lar... i want u to be honest to me..=P"

"Hmm...something like u.."

"So, you like me ?"

"hmm...dunno?"

"It's ok..i wont force u to tell...=]" 12.08am

...

"shhhh...dont tell anyone..i like u" 1am

...

"seriously ?" 9.08am
"Wad if I say yes? Will u stay away from me?"

"No i wont stay away from u, no worries.."

"hmm...much better !"

"So, r u serious?"

"why not ??? =P"

"Err yeah...I cant believe u said that =) I just woke up then i c ur msg."

"so it shock u harh ?"

"yalor yalor...shock me geh~haha"

"LOL ! delete it delete it !!!"

"Haha, y wor ? I want to keep it ! =)"

"NO NO NO NO! it's embarrassing !!! ><"

"No it's not..I tell u the truth.. I like you too..."

I like you just like you like me =]

...It's all about 2day XD...

2010-12-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

A wonderful day with HIM! ^^

Hehe...=]

Know what...I told him I can go out with him at the last minute..=P

Plus, I purposely woke up for HIM...haha...silly me..

When I msg him...he told me he was playing with his new toy and he called me to go facebook see..

Yer! I'm jealous...why he can spent that lot for Gundams and robots and stuffs! (You will know later about the stuffs~)

I want GUNDAM too!!! MANY MANY GUNDAM!

But it's expensive...=[

K...back to the topic..

We decided to watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA~

Then I called him to check the movie time...

There were some problems...but lastly we passed it...XD

He reached at 12pm...he got the tickets...couple sit ticket...*winks* (sunway tgv)

I reached at 12.45pm...nt too late...XP

Went teman him makan...KFC..he's a fast food king...

He was eating..and on9 with his Iphone too...(not healthy)

I think he put his phone in front of me on purpose..

I saw everything..

And I saw my facebook page on his Iphone...

WT*

I was so damn happy that he stalked my page all the time..

That time...he was checking my every status...looking at convo between me and my frens..

I'm happy!!! XDDDDD

After that...movie time...

i hate that stupid armrest thing that blocked us...

I know it's couple sit...

but there's still an armrest thing which u can include it and exclude it..

The problem was the thing someone put it down..

DAMMIT~! ><

Ok lor...just sit down lor...haiz..

watch movie....felt dizzy with the 3D specs...

but no choice...he bought the tickets..

so I watched the movie without the specs...HAHA~

But it was fine~ =]

He kept snatching the armrest thing with me...push my hand..

but I gave up...

hmm...about the movie...Caspian was nice...but not very nice..

Edmund's getting more handsome...Lucy is pretty and sweet~(at least better than Susan)

ended up at 3.30pm...I left at 4pm..

We walked to his car...to get his skates..nice car! I remember ur car number...(sounds pervert)

He have about 9 pairs of skating shoes...wad tha...( ice skating plus inline skate punya )

altogether about 9000 smtg....(can buy a BURBERRY already)

HE's rich....(Of coz, he coach for inline...)

I was starving that time...

so he teman me went mcd dah pow...

counted as my breunch (breakfast + lunch at 4pm)

Lastly..he went skating then I went home...

stupid ulser..u almost ruin my day...! ><

Now...still the same...he commented on my every status...XD

I don

2010-12-05T22:56:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna go with you already.

7.26pm...u said u're free tomorrow and called me out for ice-skating..
I was effing happy when I saw ur msg..Plus, u called me out...

We chatted a lil bit..
Then, u went coaching...( U dint tell me )
FINE!

10smtg...u msg me class was done..
I told u the time..

But do you know what you said !
You said YOU'RE NOT SURE~!!!!!!!!!

Another FINE for u...

And...
I don't wanna go already.

07.12.10

2010-12-04T21:47:00.006+08:00

-Picture by Miss A-

Hey guys...just feel like drooling around here...^^

Anyway, I spent my half yesterday in sunway...with Jer & my crush..(Ben)

I was so damn nervous!

I can't even sleep the day before going out with him...><

I just kept facing my laptopy and gaming ( SIMS 3)...facebooking and stuffs...

Then i saw him online on faebook...

we chatted...but something happened, which was out of my expectation..

he saw my every status that I postd on my facebook wall~

well, all of it were talking about him...haha..

the point was he commented on every status...DAMMIT! TT

HE SAW EVERYTHING!

Included those conversation between me and my friends..

and those words were all about him!

It's just too OBVIOUS...

I guess...he knew it...he knew I like him..but he just pretend he don't know...

haiz....I thought he won't come to my page..and see my stuff or others...

but...HE just SAW EVERYTHING~

I replied him every comment carefully...

haiz....what a MISTAKE!

Then he saw me...on facebook...3am smtg...

He chatted with me...he called me to rest earlier...well...lastly, I did~

Haha.....

I can't even sleep....

7am,i woke up,slept back

8.30am, i woke up once again

9.15am, left 15 minutes to my "wake up time"...

I can't stand...so I woke up and brush + wash + bath...

then, ON9! hehe...saw him...

he chatted with me...

then 10.30am,I left...

10.45am..i reached sunway...XD

bought tickets....everything was fine~

waited for him....but he's punctual...he came at 11am..=]

I saw him came down....with a BIG smile =]

He wore a red shirt...a jeans..and his black shoes...( I remember that shoes XP )

"Hi!"

We went for movie...The Social Network...which was a nice movie~ =D

Maybe it's becoz I watched with him...haha

We talked a little bit while we watch...=P

Hmm...he did bully me...but I like it lar...honestly...XP

Btw, the movie ended at 1.30pm...he had to rush to his class...=[

I asked him whether he wants me to walk him to his car or not..

He answered shyly..:"It's ok, it's far...=]"

Then, he left...I miss him~~~

Went T-bowl with Jer for lunch..

NOT NICE AT ALL! ><>

her bf came..I didn't know!

I've been doing a 'lightbulb' for 2 and the half hour...><

ARGH!

Shopping....bought a singelet in LENCE...nice <3

Then, movie again...RAPUNZEL...nice!

5.30pm..went back...coz I felt tired...(we went back that early...our 1st time..dammit~!)

He msg me!

"Yeah, class finish early"

I was like.....URGH!

then you shud miss ur class marh!

haiz....

By the way...I really hope that I can date you next time...I mean not just that 3 and the half hour..

I mean...WHOLE DAY...

hope so...coz I know u're really really busy...

Lastly, I like U.

Mua new shoes......Love IT!! ^^

2010-11-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

The shoes that I got that day!
Love it! <3
Love Converse.
Purple! (Pinz fav. colour)

Some editing pics...=D
I'm satisfied with my edit skills....=]
Bought this with my honey Apple...
She bought one too....but hers is maroon colour...
Mine is Purple!
Can't stop thinking about it!
It's limited edition.
Cost only RM140~(actually it's 139.90)

Yesterday night,about 1am...
Pinz called...maybe becoz he was too bored...
Although he is having SPM~but he still dint study hard~haiz...kinda worry for him...
Talked about nonsense for an hour...
then finally he wanted to sleep...FINALLY!
He kept talking about nonsense...making me laugh like crazy woman in the middle of the night..
And I found something bad too...
He's single...
haiz...
His explaination was :"Maybe she doesn't suit me lar...I'm kinda regret lor...I don't really LALA girls.."
Now only u said u dun like LALA girls...APALAR U! ><
Luckily u did the right thing..
BTW~~~
I'm always here to talk with you,buddy!

16 19 20 of November XD

2010-11-22T18:05:00.014+08:00

Hey guys! Kept going out these days! Haha...
As you know, it's HOLIDAY!
C'mon!
Of course...I spent a lot these days for outings! oops
16th of November...
School dismissed at 10.30am..wheeeeeeeeeeee ^^
I went to Mid Valley...met Kevin..watched a movie with him
URGH! That movie was such a waste!
LET ME IN.
Boring movie.
Both of us were like sleeping, chit-chatting in the cinema, sms-ing...
haiz...waste money...the movie is too boring!
Advice! Don't watch it, readers!
It's not scary at all!
Then we went to Manhattan Fish Market to have lunch...hmm..
my fillet was kinda dry...
Not really that nice, quite expensive.
Not gonna try it next time.
2 person spent 57 bucks for lunch..haiz..wasted money again.
Went back at 2.30pm
Dun wanna make mommy worry about me again..
so I have to go back as early as I can...=[
Back to home...I was wet..(becoz of a heavy rain)
watched several episodes of hk drama..
Jer sms-ed...off to tea! XD

In Jer's car..XP I got the money!!! PMR's money~70 bucks ONLY! For god sake! ><>

Yayaya! Thanks alot Jer for taking me my stupid look! ==

In Kissaten, me and my pinky purse...XD

Hmm...japanese style pizza..not bad..NICE~=]

Concentrating..=] Thanks for the Kissaten Wifi....(not wheefee...XP)

Jer with the Kissaten cuppie & her Iphone 4 =]

My gyozi..;] its japanese name lar..==

Kit's steak..nah...not nice..but the beans were nice..=D (bean...let me think of some1,not Mr Bean!)

I look so chubby in this pic..><

Around the fountain =]

On the way back to home..

Lame Kit...oh ya! Cant believe he has SIX PACKS! unbelievable!

The cutest driver I've ever seen..=]

That's all for 16th of November...

Nice day and I did enjoy! =]

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19th of November

A brand new day!

Facial day!!! =]

Off to Jastural...

We wore the same colour shirt again...=="

syok sendiri lar...XD

After facial, went Amour for mini shopping..=] Bought this long dress...love it!

Back to home...

about 10..we went out again...for supper...haha...

After supper, movie in Jer's house..2 families....XD

What a tired day....phew...

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20th of November...

A date with Jer,Winnie and Yumiko~=]

In Wings Cafe..

Took by Jer, while waiting Winnie and Yumiko...in Papparich.

t was a tiring day

I was seriously exhausted when I got back home..

whoohoo..

&.....

I think I like someone...I'm kinda miss him...

Am I crazy?! ARGH!!!

一个我要道歉的帖子 ( To Donaven Chen--Don )

2010-11-18T23:20:00.005+08:00

DC，对不起。
我上次这么说，只是开开玩笑而已。
我不知道你会这么在意。
真的对不起。
我就觉得奇怪，为何这几天你没上线。
然后昨天晚上，我刚上线，就看见你下线了。
对不起，我真的不是有心的。
我承认那天我是太过任性了，真的很对不起。
我很想亲口跟你道歉。
可是，我又怕你讲我傻。
说到底，我还是那么地笨。
得罪了你，真的真的很对不起。
我完全没想到那天的对话，你会记得这么清楚。
可知道，那时我的话真的有点伤人。
对不起。
我不知道你是这样的在乎。
对不起。
I'm sorry.

别对号入座

2010-11-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

这里，已经没有足以让我立足点地方、空位了。
全世界都与我为敌。
让我感觉到真正的灰心。
她，已经抢走了我的一切。
就连我最要好的朋友，也宁可相信她。
突然，我有种被背叛的感觉。

朋友们，好东西，不会，永远都好；
坏东西，也不会，永远都坏。
睁开你的双眼，看清，她丑陋的一面。
之前的我没看见，是因为我的愚笨。
可现在我看得一清二楚，就像上帝掀开了我眼前的布帘。
现在的你们，只觉得她是个好人。
而我却是你们眼中的坏人。
你们根本不知道，她阴险的所作所为。
因为你们还是被蒙在鼓里的。
倘若我把事情告诉你们，
这只会让我变得忧虑。
她所做的一切，都是虚情假意。
什么牵手，拥抱，拍背，微笑。。
多假、多假、多假！
我呸！
她，博取你们的同情。。。
你们就如同奴隶归顺了她。
她就是靠这样拉拢关系。
我此时此刻的心情，根本没人理解。
我不敢告诉别人。
因为我不能再承受其它的伤害。
没关系，我愿意做你们眼中的坏人。
我的坏，可以坏到底，
可以坏得让你们讨厌我。
因为从现在开始，我已经慢慢地讨厌你们。
原来，你们竟是如此的轻浮。
我了解了。。
我可以没有你们。。
因为你们的笑。。就如同笑里藏刀。
如此的生活，日夜生活在压抑中。。。
竟是这么痛苦的一件事。
我愿意离开。

2010-11-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

these days...
I was freaking free...
Every day,
I repeated my activities...
wake up
go to school
watch movies
eat
back to home
eat
watch dramas
eat
watch tv
sleep
I like this kind of life.
Quiet and peaceful.
No one will bother or disturb you.
It was so nice~^^

Down there...
was camwhoring like crazy...
peace!

(Big Bang) 하루하루(Haru Har*u) - Sungha Jung

2010-11-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

One of my fav songs....<3>

Moon River - Sungha Jung

2010-11-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

another song from him....<3>

(@BBA) Money Money Money - Sungha Jung

2010-11-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

He will look seriously HANDSOME when he grow up!

(@BBA) The Winner T@kes It @ll - Sungha Jung

2010-11-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

It's so touching!

Love you, Sung Ha Jung ! <3

I'm back....

2010-11-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a long while...that I left my blog here..I'm so so so sorry!

I'm not boring with the blogging thing...just..I don't know what to write~

There's a lot of things happened recently...happy,sad,anger..

Hmmm...sad...erm...

One of my friends' dad passed away last week because of an accident..

It's 29.10.2010. Friday.

Us...all of us...gathered together..chit-chatted, sang song,we watched movie..

It was about 10am to 12pm.

And that was the time her dad passed away.

After the accident, her dad dead on the spot.

We knew this on the next day..

all of us cried in the early morning...hugged each other..tears kept dropping down from our eyes..

Till now...I think everything is fine...at least, Cheryl stands up for her life and she did not give up

She is really a tough girl~

And I'm glad that she's okay~

Angry..hmm...it's a small matter anyway...

Well, I'm leaving her soon!

Good! Because holiday is coming!

I don't have to see her face!

Yippy!

She...you may not know her...but she is just a 'doubled-face' bitch~

She treated different people with different kind of attitude..

FAKE!

Whatever, I don't really care about her now.

She's the one who made the whole group of us failed our experiment!

Thanks a lot, Bitch!

I do really appreciate that!

We didn't scold u..because we felt shame of you...YOU THIS BULLSHIT!

The promises that you made were all also BULLSHIT!

At last, you did nothing!

You just gave a very innocent look to everyone so everyone would dare not to scold you!

And you didn't apologize!

WTF?

Did you mother teach you that know your mistakes and apologize to people by saying 'SORRY'?

Kurang ajar.

Lack of parent's teaching.

You don't even have the right to say bad about the others.

Yo, you know what?

I remember you always saying a sentence to scold people:"自我中心"

让我告诉你，自我，是因为不想让你这种人欺负，以自我保卫。

You're meaningless to me now...so get lost!

Urgh...saying about angry things just make start to be emotional!

Whatever...

Happy...erm..

Firstly, I would like to share about a guy!

A guy that I met last year in a public bus.

I don't know him.

But he's kinda cute.

So, I remember him.

08936 <3

Hope some day we can meet again...:)

Because he looks like someone. (Ask me if you really want to know)

Then, hmm...I'm SINGLE!

Seriously cool with that!

I'm happy with my new lifestyle.

I'm ME!

And also, I had the best birthday ever!!!

Thanks Jer, Apple & Winnie!!!

Thanks for the suprise...=="'

Hahaha!

It's kinda late now,

I have to stop here.

See ya soon.

Peace!

...Friday Night...-peace-

2010-09-24T21:59:00.005+08:00

(performance in Confucian High School-End Chorus Concert)

hmm...blogging in such quiet and peaceful friday night...
it's 10.55pm in 24.09.2010..
there's still only a month....24.10.2010..MY DAY....(Miss A's day....Yippy!)
haha..by the way...still have long way to go lar...:(
Plus, I'm having exam soon....next following week...(Die lar)
I'm already started my revision...but i still think of my studying speed should be faster..
I tried...but I still can't concentrate sometimes...dunno why??? @.@?
Anyway, I miss 1 0 1 0...long time dint see them...seriously missed them!
Included teacher...
I could not stop looking at this picture..
haiz....(hope u guys recognize me in tht picture...XD)
is there still a chance for us to gather and jamming again?
I miss the day we jammed together...making fun with instrument...i remember our stupid + funny documentary...i remember everyone's laughter...:(
I miss u, 1 0 1 0

Picture time...while doing revision...freaking tired...loads of papers and books waiting for me!
.
chemistry: HCL + BaCl blah blah blah....==
..
biology: Glucose converted to starch, lipids and blah blah blah....><
...
sejarah: Agama Islam disebarkan melalui proses perkahwinan iaitu blah blah blah...@@
I kept telling myself : NOT TO BE TIRED! NOT TO BE LAZY! MUST DO WELL IN EXAM!
Dunno whether can or not...hope so?! :S
I got 21 bus ticket when going back home by bus few days ago...
(there's 4 numbers on the ticket...add all together if equal to 21...u can make a wish..100% comes true..I've tried many times!)
I havent think of wishing of anything yet..hmmm...probably exam results lar.
it's so damn important lar...==

(bought new contact lenses that day..try to wear it..not bad..)

(too bored..playing with my ribbon that I bought in Forever 21..*wink wink*)

(Thermos....lovely thermos from mommy...she said drink ginseng during study is good! 提神! Thank you mommy <3)>

(Argh!!! My eyes...can't see! @@)

(wee....><)

Happy to see some of friends are coupling...(secretly)

but I'm seriously still happy for them...

Especially T** C*****...hehe..

He was like so damn panicked when she agree to couple with him..

He kept asking me about how girls will being naive in front of them?

How girls will laugh in front of them without image?

How to make girls to jealous?

WT* lar...

asking stupid question...

I wanted to ignore him, I was trying to read my book (The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown)

but he kept distracting me...

kept talking like a chicken butt..seriously..

haha XD

but i'm happy that he's happy too..

Tz* Chi***, friends forever ya....我当你是姐妹的啦！:P

darling said he bought I-phone jor....

Dear,下次出来借我玩哦！
:)

...One day with Jer & Winnie....

2010-09-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Pretty Jer...took while sitting in Jastural waiting for Winnie...XD

Fooling around....:P

Fools...

Enough!!!

Smiles....X)

Another smiles....:)

In w.c after watching resident evil...

The very last picture of it...XD

A wonderful day with Jer and Winnie..

1stly, me & Jer just thought to go Jastural for meeting Winnie,

then we go for some tea...

but Winnie think of watching movie in sunway..

she said she will fetch us..

of course we go lar! XD

about 5 smtg..we reach sunway..

go for dessert....met my darling kevin....

both of them left me and kevin for a while..

then we went to rink to meet some of the friends...

Ash!!!! and then josephine! I miss her so muchi!!!! nicholas~hmm...damira,sumaiyah...tht's all lor..XD

then about 6.20...we left the rink...

both of us separate....he didn't say anything...and just walked away..

at first..i walked away too...but i can't stand..i chase him, pulled him and hugged him so tightly until i can't breath~

i miss him....a lot...:(

my tears were like....boiling in my eye bags..

i pushed him then i turned back and walked away..

he shocked...just standing there...

he shouted my name...

i ignored..

but at last i can't do it..

i turned over..

“家儿，别哭。”

I walked away.....i miss him alot!

Then i met Jer and Winnie again in front of the cinema..

RESIDENT EVIL : AFTER LIFE

nice+out standing!

but it's kinda horror..

me and jer shouted!

those undead or dead body (whatever) were so damn disgusting..

but the main characters were nice...

I love it..never regret! :)

Went back after the movie...

arrive home about 9~

clean up everything..

then start to blogging right now...:)

2moro back to school again~~~:(

.....Can I write in Mandarin?....

2010-09-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

七点，
七点过后，
我的电话，就会一片宁静。
因为宝贝做工啦！
唉。。。:(
是这样的啊！
所以呢，我都会很珍惜和宝贝一起聊天的时候。
虽然很短暂，可是足以让我开心。
不满足，是有点的。
可是，有什么办法呢？
星期三那天的约会，我真的很满足啦！
和你吃东西、溜冰、看戏
而且当天我可以很迟才回。。我们相处的时间更长，真的很难得！
那天，本来你八点要去开会，
我突然跟你说我可以九点多才回。
你坚持说要留下来陪我。
我真的很开心！
可是，又夹带一些担心，担心你会不会怪我，担心我会不会害了你。
Sam又在旁边一直说一直说，好像叫我让你去开会。
说真的，那时，我真的好像哭出来！
Sam他好像间接在骂我，叫我成熟点，明白事理一点。
当时，真的好挣扎。
可你还是坚持留下来，陪我，谢谢你！
你关机了，你不想因为电话而打扰我们两人的时间。
我真的很开心。真的。
很享受！
你陪我吃barbq~好吃！我们吃好多好多！吃得好饱呢！呵呵~
然后叻~我们去溜冰。。
我到现在还是很喜欢你牵着我的手溜冰，感觉真的很温暖、幸福，而且很有安全感哦！
呵呵^^
你带着我溜，很快，我很喜欢！
抓到你，我不小心的，对不起啦！亲回亲回！木啊！
过后我们去排队买戏票，看vampire sucks~
去full house吃晚餐。。
本来想说陪你逛街买鞋子，可是没时间~
唉，时间总是不够用！！！
看戏时。。一直作弄你啦。。好玩啊你！呵呵！:P
就是喜欢弄你，因为我喜欢看到你笑。
你知道么？
无论在电话，网上，还是见面时，我看见或听见你笑时，我会真的很开心。
起码，我知道，你跟我在一起时不感到无聊。
我不知道你每个笑是不是代表你快乐，还是你想排除尴尬而以，
可是，你笑时，我真的会变得很开心，真的！
宝贝老公，我很爱你啊！
其实，Sam跟我讲的那句话：“看得出，他真的很疼你！”，我真的很记住。
从那一刻开始，我更加知道，你真的真的很疼我！
我很感动，我也知道很我自己没用，因为现在我竟然对着电脑打字哭了。
你放心，我是因为感动。
老公，谢谢你啊！
你为我付出的，真的很多很多。
隔天信息时，你说我奇怪。
因为平时你都说我信息时有的时候语气很敷衍、不是很好，
可是昨天我的改变，你似乎察觉到，因此，你也感到奇怪。
哈哈，老公厉害哦！:)酱也被你察觉到！厉害厉害！
其实，我真的很想改变自己。就自从那天的约会开始。
因为我回家反省，自己有时真的很坏蛋一下。
所以，
我要对你更加温柔、更加体贴。
我要你开心、我要你笑。
我要你知道，我很爱很爱你。

最后最后，

I LOVE U!
爱你哦！^^

...concerts, performances are over...

2010-09-10T10:03:00.002+08:00

end chorus de me~

I L.O.V.E. MUSIC concert

Thx for supporting! ^^

The cutest drummer I've ever seen...lol

haiz...

all my performances are over...

i think no more for me this year...

hope we will get some invitation again~~~~:P

every time we ( 1 o 1 o) perform in different places...(except our school...totally forget abt it!)

we got to know a lot of new friends!

by the way,

the process------practice, rehearsal, sound-track,performance

is wonderful!

I will never forget that!

We don't remember days, we remember moments.

看我不迷失方向，为你而闪烁的模样~

although next year...

half of the members are leaving kuen cheng..

left me...haiz..><

but i will take care of the club..

melissa..thanks for guiding us....MOMMY!

I LOVE 1 0 1 0 a.k.a One O One O

...babe,be tough!...

2010-08-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

well, I have so many friends broke up with their partner recently...
And the most unbelievable-break-up couple-------A**** & K******,
(Try not to mention their name!)
they broke up~
I didn't know what happened.
I dare not to ask too even though i just live next to her house.
What I have to is just giving advise and advise and advise.
Dik, that guy is not worth for you to cry for.
What u have to do is just forget about him.
He gave up, and so..you should let him go.
旧的不去，新的又怎么来？
That's why, think positively..
I know you can do it!
You have the guts and you are strong enough!
I know you still love him...(very much)
but sometimes,
we have to learn to give up~no choice
only a sentence for you:

单身一人，无忧无虑，自由自在。

Don't worry & be happy!

I heart you forever!
muahx! <3

p/s: I'm in the green mood!

...are we still friends....?

2010-08-06T23:21:00.003+08:00

Friends are truly important to everyone in this world. Not just only human, animals or insects too..they do have friends.
But..do we have to trust them with our whole heart?
Do we have to give them our whole heart?
Do we have to let them know everything about us?
Or..do we have to tell them all of our secrets?
Just because of "there's no secret between you and me"?
Seriously, I don't even trust my friend fully.
Not because I'm selfish or stupid or what..
it is just a self protection.
I don't want to get hurt and letting them giving me unnecessary stress.
Recently,
I'm having a cold war with my friend who is sitting beside me.
I'm getting more misunderstanding about her.
She is EMOTIONAL!
And when she got into that stupid self-thinking situation, she got mad at me!
Human! I did nothing wrong to you okay?
So stop being that!
It happened numerous times, and I was trying to stand & stand & stand
Till this time...I can't anymore and I know I shouldn't anymore.
Let me tell you, I am not the selfish one but you are!
You keep wanting things and things from me.
But honestly, I'm sorry I have to say that...
I can't give you as many as you wanted.
I have my own life.
I have my own style.
Between friends..there should be forgiving.
But not quarrelling..or others.
You are the one who started the fight.
I thought Rosie( one of the classmates ) had given you a lesson!
"Not being selfish! Not being emotional! Not being stupid!"
Do you know how you look when u got emotional?
You look stupid!
Just like a silly girl...
Hey, if u see this, let me tell you that I AM FUCKING ANGRY ON YOU
&
I AM TOTALLY MAD AT YOU!
Forgive me for using the f-word to describe my feelings...but it's true!
不要有口讲别人，没有口讲自己。
This is what I told you.
I didn't mean to criticize you but telling you the truth.
你只记得别人坏的一面，你有试着去看好的一面吗？
You are stubborn..and sometimes I can't even stand your stubbornness..make me feel so weird of you..
朋友不是给你拿来发脾气的。
不要讲到你自己好像很重视可是讲我不重视这段友谊。
不是每次我都会做同样的东西--主动疼回你/跟你和好，我不是你男朋友。
我做的事情只有一次。不是每次你沉默是我都会去问你：“我又做错什么啊？”
再次强调，我不是你男朋友。
你这么爱发脾气，你自己发饱它~我完全没兴趣发脾气。
你不要给我压力~这样会令我对你更加反感。
与其每天发脾气，不如开开心心，活得更有意思。
上次你说我语气差~我确实有在改。
只是你有时的态度很令人讨厌。
最受不了这种人。
我没有直接地告诉你算是对你客气了。
Sorry doesn't mean anything.
Sorry一句大完啊？
只有你有脾气啊？
我也有的好不好！
我跟你说我真的很生气你！
我从来没有为这些无聊的事而这么生气过。
这种事情真的有够无聊！
白痴！

...i miss your lips...

2010-08-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

seriously~i miss your lips..i miss your kiss...there's about 1 month we didn't get to see each other~ I'm sorry my dear~ I'm sorry that I can't come out to meet you that often~you know...parent's guidance~(WHATEVER) I wanna say thank you to you for waiting me for such long time, i know you're kinda getting in a tough time also~me either..but let me tell u a thing, and that is KEVIN, I LOVE YOU FOREVER..LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME~

Thank God for letting me to meet you...!!!

hehe :)

I know it's fate~hehe~

...Good or Bad...

2010-07-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

what should I say? i don't know...recently...we quarelled several times..it's like continueing~non stopable..we argued..but later we laugh again..is this really call love? or do this love will lasts long? Sometimes, i really don't understand u..
U rather go to skate than talking to me thru the phone
U rather go to watch movies with your frens than staying at home spending your time with me
how can you just leave a girl who loves you so much and letting her cry alone here?
u said i did not give u enough private space..WHAT?!
well..i did! i did not text u when u are skating and watching movies...i don't want to interrupt u!
but at the end..u said i did not give you any time to spend with you frens...
morning u went movie...okay~
afternoon till evening u went skating...okaY~
night u went movie...AGAIN!
you do not need to work on that day doesn't mean that u don't need to spend your time with me
it hurts alot!
i was like waiting for you the whole morning..then afternoon..evening...till 8pm..
u said u are going to watch movie later again..i don't understand!
Have you think of me? my feelings?
Do you know how I feel now?
my heart almost break..
i can't accept more and more hurt from you again..
u're too selfish

u said u can't call me every day~the phone bill is getting more expensive..
but what about last 4 or 5 months?
u did not say anything like that when u're still chasing me
do guys really change when they get bored on something?
or
guys always take gurranty on girls?
or
I just don't understand what guys think?

Don't you feel sorry when you made me cry for you?
or you just think that a SORRY word can solve the problems between us?
Don't you think that YOU'RE A SELFISH PERSON!!!

readers...ignore me if you think this post is sucks~

...jamming? say yes....XOXO

2010-07-08T17:44:00.003+08:00

hmmm...yeap...they are paramore...the band that sang DECODE for twilight..

their songs are wonderful...

The Only Exception

nice song~

i accidently deleted it from my pc..

but i just kinda lazy to re-download it..

but i think of them when Damira told me about the jamming thing...

it's been a long time i didn't go for jamming..><

i missed it during holidays because no transport...aiks!

but i won't miss it the next time!

i found some jamming studio around my area...
result is...NOPE
even though the nearest studio from my house is at sunway or subang...
argh...that means i have to pass the toll again...
i just hope to move out from Puchong...
okay...this place is not sucks...but it is just inconvenient...
we have to pass the toll and pay the stooopid damn money to the government...
back to the topic...jamming thingy~
hmm..i found one in subang...i know where it is...it's only about RM25 per hour...
all equipments are ready...so...it's kinda worth..
i found one too...in Pj SS2...further...RM20 per hour...equipments are ready..plus...out standing record system~xoxo
jamming jamming jamming :)

i'm going to finish my exam 2moro...hmm...finally...it's pendidikan moral for tomorrow...boring~by the way...i leave it there first...i'm not really that kind of "study very very early" student....just what us chinese said 临时抱佛脚. Don't know since when this become my attitude. I used to be "study very very early" student. But now, unexplainable. And that's why I can't finish studying every subjects...i regreted that i did NOT study during the holidays...
FINE~i deserve what kind of result...just DEAL it!

2moro would be wonderful...first thing! My school ends about 9:45 am tomorrow! It means i only go to school for an hour and 45 minutes...babe...say u are jealousing on me! whoohoo! :D
2nd thing..the most important thing! I'm going to ounee's house for fun!!! I just can't wait! We'd planned this since school reopen...and it is tomorrow!
Hui Chi,mua,cheryl and ounee...luckily...it's 4~even number...^++^
ounee's mom gonna fetch us back 2moro...auntie ounee!!! :P miss u so muchi!
then the first thing we are going to do is....watch 宫崎骏's movie...! YAY!
afternoon..we'd planned to go to have UDON for lunch...yum yum..*wink wink*
after lunch..maybe back to her hse take a rest for an hour...then start squash!
babe...i miss squash! whoo hoo! :DD
and then swimming! hehe...:P
just can't wait...
maybe i'll staying at her house till about 10pm...
we have lots of things to gossip about...we have lots of secret to say..we have lots of things to share...i was thinking...what should i bring tomorrow..？ hmmm...

anyway...to u guys...maybe tomorrow is just only a normal friday...
but...GUYS! it's friday! come on! Rock it Babe~^^

p/s: i wanna talk about BUMBU BALI next time...a wonderful restaurant..damn nice..kk..i have to go study now...xoxo...peace~

p/s: ohya...say YAY for SPAIN! thanks for bitting down Germany! <3>

2010-06-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

my dating wearing....4 today..^^

i love him

didn't think that i will go to pyramid 2day..
i thought last Thursday was the last day we met till 11.07
so damn happy that i still can met him today!
miss him like hell!
aiks...:P
we went skating...saw damira,edwin,joe,melvin..and a few..(4got their name jor~)
dare not talk to joe...so lansi there~><
skate skate skate...learned a new skill...CROSS-OVER~but not really that good...
have to take more practise...
hmm...then we chit chat 2gether while resurfacing~
kept bullied by damira.....bad girl~:P
my darling got injured!!!
arh....pity him...whole leg bengkak~~~TT
darling,wifey sayang back...(ignore me~><)
he really can't stand the pain...
it's really really pain..
i saw he's sweating,his face gone red...almost cry out too...TT
i was really really scare...until he said he don't want to skate..
then we went out..
walk around...bought a nike cap for my dad...whoohoo!
then,hmm..tea time...2gether...1 fried chicken chop...a cup of mango juice..
we shared everything! hehe:P
hubby...wifey gonna love u miss u think of u all the time..promise u!
mwuahx! :*

...The pic...

2010-06-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

whoohoo! i've got the pic already! we were in the rink!
let me introduce...the red one...it's me!
the middle one is Damira...with yellow shoe lace~
the head that stuck in me and Damira is Mr.D for Derrick...
the white shirt is my Kevin...with the very big ear hole...haiz..
kinda regret that i din't stand with him~aww...TT
the tallest one is reyvan..hehe...:P
hmm...i miss that day...
maybe can meet them tomorrow! whoohoo! :D
i miss my darling~<3

...hmm...

2010-06-19T03:08:00.003+08:00

yeap...i'm still awake...let's see..it's 3:10am..wow~
i er..i'm just waiting for him...yeah~
kinda boring...
don't know what the hell wrong with the line tonight..
it's like something wrong...everything goes so slowly..that made me feel impatient!
i'm fassy...i admit it~
by the way..just wanna thanks to chiang...for accompanying me when my boyfriend was working...although he is sleeping now..
really really felt thankful to u...
sometimes, you know...me & u(chiang)..in school..
we don't even talk much..
many people misunderstood us...abt the couple thing...between u & me..
it's kinda silly anyway..haha!
but honestly, i just treat u as my good friend..i hope you do too..
i don't mean to not being your girlfriend..
but it just kinda weird if we get together..
erm...as u know i know...stick to the status quo..
plus...i have my own people..haha :P
these days, i mean...this week...u texted me! every single day...
i was like...WOW! Chiang text me!
i know it's not the 1st time u text me..but i still feel suprise!
haha...XD
u asked about the band jamming thingy in laishin's house..
u told me abt ur holiday..happy to hear you're enjoying~
u asked me abt love..about my boy friend...about the feelings..
u asked me about computers,handphones...stuff like this...
we'd talked a lot right?
haha...:D nice!
chiang, honestly...and seriously...i don't really know what are you thinking now and what were you thinking at the past...
why are you keep confusing my feelings?
you can made me feel happy...sad...angry...bored...
is this a sign of friend?
i hope so...
really..
i don't really hope that anything happens too over between us..
i don't wanna u to leave me...u're my good friend...XD
but sometimes you make me feel like i'm your elder sister...
like i'm the one who should protect you...
haha..
i've been helping you to lie to your mom for 2 times..
aiks..;)
u owe me dude!
haha..XP
but sometimes..you do really protect me...i just can't think of! aiks!
but i'm kinda mad on u sometimes...
like last year...u 4got my birthday...u remembered! but u just busy till u forgot..
i'm kinda mad on you that time!
i texted you 1st :" excuse mua! do you remember that 2day's my big day!"
and then u noticed:"OMG...sorry...i 4got~"
haiz....no cure...wtv...
it's past tense..i try to forget about it~~~><
but anyway...
i've never regret to know you....XD

...i miss u dear...

2010-06-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

hehe...i had my date today....

darling, sorry that i'm late 2day...but at least i came :P hehe

u look nice today,

i like that u wore t-shirt...especially white...

firstly...we went lunch..in Kim Gary...again..=.=..with Jer

chat for a moment..

about 12.25pm...we went to cinema for movie!!!

Toy Story 3!!!

i love it!

hehe...XD

he was hugging me...kissing my face...my lips..so sweet!

after movie....we went skating...rushly!!!

saw reyvan,derrick,brandon at first...then Damira!!!

there's only a few hockey skaters...just us...

the others are all figure skaters and public skaters..

kinda pack today...

plus...

my "auntie" thingy visit me this week..

i can't even skate properly!

i can't speed too!

i had stomachache~damn pain~><

dear accompanied me to rest for a while...i don't want him to wait for me...

so i just skate with him...try to be happy...i don't want him to worry about me..

since i can't speed...so i told him to skate himself...i wanna skate slower~

derrick holded my hands when he saw me ><>

cause i promised him that we were "dating" today....

i looked back to kevin...he just smiled~

and he said:"don't snatch my girlfriend~:)"

derrick kept bullying me...he even followed me for 5 rounds...then i only realised!

ah! what a shame! haha....how can i didn't notice him!

stupid me!

so...he kept laughing at me...he's so mean!

but...i still had my revenge back...i laughed at his mandarin speaking..

so weird!

and he called me to write his chinese name since he don't know how to write chinese except his own chinese name....(he was trying to challenge me~)

汤健雄...hehe...i wrote out on his tummy~

and i got all correct! (i was just guessing that time! ;P)

he was like..."what the f***!"

haha~see...i'm chinese...derrick...u too...but u're OCBC

(don't get misunderstanding, what i mean in OCBC is not the bank..it's orang cina bukan cina)

but he bit my hand! OMG!!!

my hand kena his saliva!!!! ARGH!

how dare he done that to me?!

and it hurts!! bad derrick! :(

haha...then i wiped it on his clothes~keke;P

when he was biting me...i was shouting:"OMG! kevin...help me!!!"

cheh...kevin pulak just laughing there! hmmph! ><

then when i'm texting message...derrick and reyvan kept distracting me with my phone!

how mean!!! ==

derrick was not the only one who bullied me....reyvan too!

he kept kicking on my skating shoes!

hmmph!

he tried to make me fall down~

never!!! i got improve lar dude!

not only kicked on my skating shoe..

somemore kept following me....exactly behind me...very near...he was trying to scare me...

ok! reyvan! u do really scared me! okay?! ==

when i skated slower...he pushed me with his finger...and scared me...dude...u successed!

when i skated abit faster...he kept making the sound "ehem~ehem"..yeah dude...u annoyed me!

urgh~so irritating!!!

wanna ignore u also cannot! hmmph! @.@

but he did talk to me when i felt bored...cause kevin kept skating alone and left me! ><

jkjkjk!^^

i like him to hold my hands when skating...his hands on my waist to help me..his hand on my shoulder..:P

haha...don't laugh at me...i always get that feeling freshly! ;)

hmm..damira came...hug hug! so nice to see her! we met each other...first time! ^^

skating with her...she is so damn good in skating!!!

admiring.......*wink wink*

all of us talked together..skated together..played together...so fun!

and elisabeth came...she just came to look for us...not for skating...awww...:( miss her~

all of us stand together...looking up to the staircase...because elisabeth is going to take a pic for us! wink wink! ^^ can't wait to see the picture...XOXO

eli...faster go post up to facebook...i can't wait to see the photo!

by the way...i will post up here when i got the photo! ;)

guess what!

i kissed him in the public! haha...first time...he was kinda shock! whoohoo! :DDDD

i became bravier...buahahahah :DDDD

jer came to see me...she was shouting at me~but i didn't hear it...sorry!

apple came to see me too...she called me too..but i can't hear...sorry again~!

and...ASH ffk-ed! angry lar!!!!!

about 5.30pm...we came out...me and kevin...then he went back first..

i went to meet Jer in FULL HOUSE~

nice place^^

we rushed back to puchong....

her mom and mua momi went for facial..

Jer Ling Me Kelvin (another kelvin....) went old town kopitiam...'yumcha'...we drooled~

kinda boring that time...

that stoooopiak Jer kept taking ugly photos of me....urgh! ><

after that we went dinner...steamboat...

i eat?

nah...nope...kinda full..so i just sitting there listening to music and reading my book~:P

sms with tzu chiang, joe...wink wink

(sorry joe that i ffk u~i'm really sorry for that!)

argueing with tzu chiang about the advantages of being in a relationship...

he objected me~! whatever...he's just jealous...

he kept saying being single is very good!

ah...whatever lar!

ignored him~don't wanna reply his message~hmmph!

after dinner...home sweet home...

took a rest myself..

suddenly...i miss him a lot..

i won't get to see him till 11.07...

till i finish my exam~

how can i pass through the days without seeing him....

i hope we can be together all the time...

so that i can see you all the time

(apple...i'm jealous on u~totally!)

dear,i miss u a lot..

i know i can't come out always...(cause my mom is kinda over protective)

i'm sorry i can't accompany u when u're free~

thanks for waiting me...

during the days that i can't see u..

i will take good care of myself..

i will study harder!

i will try my best to achieve good marks..

i will try not to cry when i'm alone without u..

i will miss you..........

dar..i love you...always...:)

....latest....

2010-06-14T01:00:00.003+08:00

haha...it's 1.15am now...

i found that i love to on9 during midnight~

especially blogging in midnight....it was fun~

because it is silent everywhere..? (just my typing word sound)

hmm..

2day...(u can think it as yesterday too)

ok-ish~not bad~

i spent my day in my room~

chit chatting with friends on facebook~:)

edited some of my photos...i'd downloaded a new software~effing nice!

till 3am...i message darling to wake up~

haha....he's such a PIGGIE~~~<3

then sms with him....i miss himdamn a lot..

every night...before i fell asleep..

i will just imagining he's hugging me like his pillow....

hmmm....i guess i miss him crazily!

then he called...talked to me for an hour...

we made jokes to each other,talked normally,argued...

haha...i enjoyed it~at least i could hear ur sound....^^

baby,i just wanna stay around you...

looking at you...

standing behind you...

helping you when you're upset with something~

lastly, i love you

....Randomly....

2010-06-12T20:17:00.005+08:00

just wanna share some photos ...

everyone love photos~^^

郭敬明
an author
can't believe there's an author which is good looking and could write nice stories
but he's just only 155cm..
heart break~TT
a photo tat took by kyuo...
nice!
can't believe that this kind of place is from malaysia...
whoo hoo~
this pic reminds me of initial D 's track~
things while ounee do durin teacher is teaching~

thursday...i miss thursday dear...i miss u~

muah~<3

friday....yesterday~

i went jer's hse...chit chatting....on9~

then went mamak at kanna hse...

i took some silly pics...

will upload those pics soon~:P

apple went redang...TT

next week won't be ez 4 me~

i hav tuitions almost every day~

sucks when i think of studying!

aha~

2010-06-08T02:32:00.002+08:00

nah~
i havent sleep yet..
its 2.30am now..
facebooking~
keep chatting with frens..
although came back from sunway this afternoon..
but feel nothing special...
thx to Joe...
accompanying me while kevin wasn't free~especially 2night~
thx 2 MZ~
thx 2 drey~
thx 2 Ash~i miss u!
thx 2 kyuo~hope u will be fine soon~
thx 2 nic..hope to c u on thursday!
^^

people that i mentioned up there were people who talk to me all night long to keep me from bored....thanks guys...! <3

...:)...

2010-05-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

haha...

i bought this in my school's carnival day...

give it to you tomorrow...k?

can't wait to see you~

i had finish my essay exam!

YAY!

haha...

english and bm..

left mandarin...

aiya~

take it easy lar!

btw~

next week kinda busy!

i have a lot of class tests!

2 english tests & 2 chemistry tests & 1 biology tests!

the teachers are all torturing us!

anyway~

holiday is coming~

*.*

i just can't wait!

haha..

but i'm not going any where for holiday~

maybe just staying at home study,

i'm having my exams after the holiday~

or maybe i will go to skate twise a week~

see whether are there any people would like to accompany me~aiks...;)

hmm...

i'm having band performance at 21st of august~

aiks...;P

so,maybe i will go to mid valley for jamming~

whoohoo!

i wanna learn bass! (tzu chiang...dont laugh at me although i dont have long hands~TT)

hehe...

i knew the songs that we are going to sing~

haha~

INTERESTING!

cant wait to go to mid valley for JAMMING in STUDIO~~~~^^

tzu chiang, u owe me ice-cream!

i want baskin robbins~i dont care~:P

see you tomorrow~^^

[MV HD]Yen-j (嚴爵) - 謝謝你的美好 (Thank You For Your Wonderful)

2010-05-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

....Thanks...

2010-05-19T20:30:00.003+08:00

i've been so worried for the whole day....
i'm so worried that you won't 4give me...
but at last...
when u told me...
it was joking...
u're trying to scare me....
urgh...
it's not fun at all....
but...
i won't be angry at you...
cause i'm happy that you gave me chances...
and u treat me just like those days...
i miss it...
although u treat me cool only for 3 days....
but i reli cant stand your coolness...
now i will be more appreciate and take it seriously....
my dear...ok?
muah!

i just can't wait till next thursday~
me...and my classmates...
eunice,hui chi,jia chi,elaine,crystal,eileen,pei yin,cai hui,cheryl(chernana),natalie,ling jiu,ming suey,audrey......and more!
are going to sunway for skating!
so happy~
haha...
some of them feeling reli veli excited...and nervous...
haha...
chill gurls!
niweiz....
kevin maybe joining...
he said he just wanna skate with me..
well...fine then...
:P
hehe

erm...school's carnival day coming..
this coming saturday...
cant wait...
haha
i'm having performance on tat day...
guitar performance...
i'm singing 雨爱，倒带, my love will get you home....
hope the performance will be fine..
hope we wont be facing any microphone problems...
hope the guitar amplifier is fine....
I JUST HOPE EVERYTHING WIL BE FINE!
wish me good luck~
last practise...tomorrow...
AZA AZA FIGHTING!

...I feel so SORRY...

2010-05-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

"what are u doing now?"

"haha,watching movie lar....haha!"
"fine then~"
...
"what are you doing now again?"
"listening to songs lor..."
"are u concentrating? i mean on talking to me..."
"..."
"if not i can hang up the phone"
"hang up lar...go ahead~"
"fine then"

I'm sorry that i kept ignoring you yesterday...
it was all my wrong,
i don't understand why am i doing this thing to you...
i didn't mean it....
i know you're totally mad on me now...
and i found out I am the wrong one...already...
kevin....my love...
would you ever give me the last chance to change...?
i will try my best...
i promise you i won't be that "cool" when we are talking on the phone...
I PROMISE YOU
yesterday night...
i think of the moments being with you...
they were all wonderful!
in rink moments....u helped me to tie my shoelace...u holded my hands when we were skating, u taught me the techniques...
in cinema moments...u holded my hands when i'm cold, u borrowed me your jacket, u kissed my lips, u hugged me...
everything that you've done to me....i just appreciate it...
kevin...i love u...
i just don't wanna lost you...
i wanna be with you...
and i need you all the time...

after this lesson..
i really think about it...
i shouldn't be so selfish~
i should open my heart...
to let you in...
firstly..i was afraid to become desparate...
but i found out....
i hurt you now...
I'm sorry....
give me a chance...
i will change...
i promise you...
I LOVE YOU

既然可以拥抱,就不要轻易放掉

...my new laptop...

2010-05-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

BLINK! :)

naughty naughty~~~~

kai ren was singing...so nice~~~~

he pulak tak mine i took pic of him lor~

so cute~

whoo...

i miss saturday!

it was the PARTY!

it was wonderful~

although we dint watch ghost movie..(thanks alot apple~==)

1stly we ate together~

i was kinda shocked when kairen sat with us and talk to us~

it doesn't look like him though~

haha...^^

by the way....

it was quite fun!

after eating..

we chit-chat..

chat with juliana for a little while....

she looked much pretty!

so sexy with her body shape~

haha...XP

then singing time..

there's a guy called ting jian...

he sang nicely...

veli nice!

kairen sang not bad too....

unbelievable...

they don't look like they can sing so well....!

haha...:D

next time mesti call them sing again~

reli very nice..

when they went back.

just left Jer,Apple and me...

we talked about secrets!

and took some pics....

haha

about 1 something...

beh tahan...

went back and slept~~~~~~~

i didn't go to the church next day..

too tired~

kevin called me at 12pm...

i was still sleeping..

he just kept nagging at me..

aiks..

sienz...

just "enenenene....anananana~"

then continue slept~

abt 2 i woke up...

had my lunch..

done my homework...

on9...

watch super junior's bonaman mv..

nice!

KYUHYUN!

SIWON!

LEETEUK!

YESUNG!

nice~~~~

i love it!

their dancing skills...

WHOA!

nice!

school for 2day~

boring...

stomachache....

KEEP BLEEDING KEEP KEEP BLEEDING...

sakit betul!

haiz...

PANADOL ACTIVEFAST!

ok nia~

then back 2 home...

right now..

blogging...

watch movie..

chatting wid him...

i juz du wana webcam-ing wid him..

and he was mad at me..

he always do that to me..

i just...

IGNORE him..

if u want to break up with me becoz of this reason..

FINE then~

i can go find another one...

WHATEVER~

MY LATEST ALBUM

2010-05-15T18:40:00.004+08:00

just rock with me~

my style~

i love this one...pretty nice~i like the background~it's just...MATCH~

my face look so fat~and that's me~

me VS the dark knight

and these are my latest pictures....

i took it randomly....

but for the 1st picture...

my friend just sitting in front of me and just took it...

i like the poss and all those stuff..

she gave me the idea to type the "摇滚怎么了？“

and plus...

i looked kinda curious on something...

and so...she suggested me this caption~

thanks a lot! ^^

by the way,

i got my new laptop!

say WHOA!

but i haven't get my broadband~

so it doesn't mean anything to me now..

cause i can't do anything by using that laptop~

i just wondering which brand of broadband should i choose...

"aiks"

feeling go to skate...

miss my friends there...

long time no see JOHO~

kinda miss her~

haiz...

there'll be chance~

friends?

are we friends?

or u are just using me?

u're kinda emotional these days

sometimes,

i just kept telling myself...

"CHILL CHILL, SMALL MATTER~DOESN'T MATTER~"

but i can't stand anymore now...

i wanna ask u what the hell wrong with u!

u're CRAZY!

and u turned me CRAZY too...

i'm totally MAD at u!

Hui Chi,

do you really treat me as your good friend?

did you ever open your heart and talk to me?

do you really like me?

do you really can accept me?

do you feel happy when u're being with me?

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND~

i feel the distance between u and me getting further

what the hell wrong?!

i just don't understand!

okay,

just let me apologize here....

I'M SORRY~no matter what I've done~I'M just SORRY~

i know you won't know i post this problem here~forever...

i don't expect you will accept my apology or what~

i just want to know what the hell wrong with you~

AND THAT'S THE POINT!

later,

i'm going to apple's sis birthday party...

din't expect too much...

just wanna have fun with them~

;)

MC FLURRY!!!

2010-04-25T20:11:00.003+08:00

whoo hoo!

i'm happy!!!!

not because of him~

it's because of myself!

i found that i can be happy without him!!!!

haha...good job!

yesterday was parents' day~

WAH!!! so damn nervous!

haha...i tot i would be about 30 something in class...

but...out of my expectation!!!!!!

i'm one of the top 20 students in my level!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!

i just can't believe that i did it!!!!!!!

i got 17th! but actually i got 16th...cause a friend left and study in a new school~

wahahaha...^^

thank GOD!

i will work harder the next time!

hope i can be one of the top 15 students~

;)

yesterday night, finish dinner...

went peejay's MCD!

whoo hoo!

so many people...all students are studying..some playing laptop pulak~

haha...

i bought my favourite MC FLURRY! oreo~

haha...i always love it!

suprisingly...i can't even finish it!

but i still force myself to finish it~keke^^

"u know what..

when i saw MC FLURRY~it reminds me of you!

reminds me that you bought it for me when we have our 2nd date..

we shared together~same spoon...hiak hiak~^^

and from that time...

you like it too!

haha... I LOVE U~"

who wanna come to my school canteen day?

food,drinks,games,performance,OPEN DAY!

come get coupon from me if u want!

RM10 per piece...

(kinda headache...i just sold out 3 pieces...haiz...help me lar...friends!）

this morning....

i din't go for Sunday class...

not because i'm lazy...

it's my mom and my brothers!

i was like begging them..."GO LAR GO LAR...I WANNA GO MEET MY FRIENDS!!!"

but they ignored me...haiz...

last night...i've done a very silly thing...

and that silly thing is...

I WAITED FOR YOUR CALLED TILL 4AM !!!

4am i only slept!

4am i only gave up!

but end up was...you never call~

URGH~

i'm really stupid!

LOVE IS BLIND, BLIND IS LOVE

so..

because of i slept at 4am~

i cant woke up this morning...

i used to be waking up at 9.30am...for going to church mass...

but i cant!

and my mom climb up my double decker bed and "woke" me up...

1stly...she's in a very good attitude...like..."ah yi, wake up lor...gtg church adi"

i ignored her...aiks...;)

until she shouted at me ~

then i woke up...sat straightly...rubbing my eyes...sleep back again~

my mom din't yell at me anymore...

she took my phone and took a picture of me!

and THAT's the picture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH~

luckily i covered myself with my blanket~hehe...:P

she threatened me:"u better wake up...if not i take this picture show everyone~"

show lar....

who scare orh....

blek....XP

but end up i woke up lar....

haha...

while in the church...

sitting with katherine, angela, yixin....

too bad je pin din't come sit with us...he done that last week...

but this week he lazy lor...

lol...fine!

so many lenglui here oso du wan come...cheh~(perasan~just ignore me)

that's angela's ring...nice!!!

big rose~<3

they'd chose a very cold place...

and that place is just under the air-cond...

i was like....FREEZING!

evil people!!!

too boring....haha...

took picture of them...

the left one is katherine..right one is yixin...

angela left us suddenly...

because her brother...HA~HA~HA~HARRY injured...

poor thing...haha..

MAY GOD BLESS HIM~

long time din't see his brother jor...

haha...XD

friends,

i appreciated what'd you guys gave me...

thanks...<3

...为什么每次等的都是我...

2010-04-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

为什么每次等的那个人都是我。。

每天起床、放学回到家、睡前。。

我只期待你的信息。。

可是我一次一次的失望。。

有时跟你在一起，

真的很累、很累。。

有时真的很开心。。真的。。

可是。。最近。。

感觉怪怪的。。

我可以感觉到你的心不在。。

可是我的心还在～

上次我哭了。。

可是我这次不会再哭了。。

我只会生气。。

可是我不会哭了。。

就算要哭。。我也会强忍。。把眼泪全都吞回去。。

算了吧。。

时机一到，

爱一定会静止的。。

一切都会静止的。。

包括你和我

没有永远的。。你骗人的。。

我竟然天真到去相信永远。

我真的对你很失望，

我对我自己也很失望。

对不起，我爱你

...16.04.2010...

2010-04-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

phew...im back!
finally!
happy belated burpday to jer...
haha...niweiz...
dat night dinner was wonderful!!!! XP
i just cant wait to see the pics we took!
then...i got back my A.M.(II) class test
phew!
luckily i dint go 0 ! i got 4.5/20
dont laugh at me..
i reli dun understand....haiz...TT
2day...a very nice day!!!
cause 2 teachers dint cum 2day!!!!
thers 3 periods is free for us!
i used it to finish my homeworks...
wakaka...
went back home ni...
i watched a movie...rails & ties...
OMG~
so damn nice...& it was so touching..
i was lyk kept crying...non stopped!
seriously....!
it was reli veli nice~
although it was sad ending..
but it was reli veli nice!
just hope to watch it again!
叶文2 coming soon!!!!
29.04.2010
darling call me to watch wid him...
hope i can!
haha...
i will try lar...my dear...<3
2moro kath's school got hari kanteen!
i wanna go...
but i got skul tml....wuwuwu...
thers something an exhibition in our skul tml...
college & uni.....A LOT~
coming tomoro...
im one of the seniors! so i can go 3838...
haha...lengzai gor gor...cant wait 2 see u all arh....
(flower idiot.....ignore me)
XDXPXO

i <3 u & i 米修u~

...finally...i passed 13 days...

2010-04-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

finally..i passed 13 days....

and there's still left 60 days to holiday...

when school's reopen...

i will keep counting down.....

"when is the holiday?"

there's a lot of things happened these days...

kinda tired...

after this week...

i gotta go to school 6 days a week....

no public holidays at all...till 01.05~

maths homeworks just like my meal...

i have maths homeworks every single day just like i have my lunch every day...

sometimes i wish i was studying in government school so i can only study SPM's stuff instead of studying UEC's stuff...

it's so difficult!

sometimes i do really think should i stay in school for senior 3 or just go college for A-level?

stress...

i found out my average marks dropped...feeling kinda upset...

some subjects i did improve...but some not...just remains the same...

many teachers that teaching my class were kept scolding at us recently....

almost every day

because some of them from my class were not being a STUDENT at all!

seriously...sleeping during class sometimes is acceptable (to me)..but they did it almost for 3 periods...or even whole day...

or doing others subject's homeworks in front of teacher...

some even scolded teacher during writing essay...

when i noticed...OMG!

i cant believe that this kind of students exist in A-class!!!

seriously!

from the start i be the part of A class since i'm form 2...

i noticed that my class was the worst A class in the school!

every teachers in the staffroom gossip about us....

"that class doesn't look like A class"

"u better don't teach that class...u will regret!"

"Sr1 Science A?! compare to the last class...i rather prefer last class!"

compare compare compare!

teachers!

i don't understand why all of you like to compare us with the other classes!

we're different!

we know we're wrong...but please don't compare!

u can scold us but please don't insult us!

it's too.........cruel to us...we are just teenagers...

to my chinese teacher..刘珮思老师...i'm sorry if i done something wrong..but i did really listen to you during you teaching

to my BM teacher...Cikgu Ng..i'm sorry..and thank you for explaining so many things to me(tatabahasa)

to Miss Malar...i'm sorry teacher...although i cant think of anything wrong i did..

to my class teacher...陈老师...sorry sometimes i talked when u was copying notes for us

to chem. teacher...符老师..sorry..

to physics teacher...陈老师...sorry...sorry that i always talked back behind u...sorry that i always doing other things during your class...

to PM teacher...Cikgu Mazlina..maafkan saya...i know you don't wanna teach our class anymore..

but...still...i'm sorry!

to others teacher...

I'm so sorry...if i did something wrong to you...please forgive & forget...

appreciate it...:)

p/s: sorry that there's no picture for this post...:P

....10 days ni dint post jor...

2010-03-28T16:12:00.007+08:00

I'm back...
10 days...
haiz...
dat's my youngest cousin brother
my cousin brother from shanghai called yesterday
miss him!
i cant believe dat he took part in singing competition n got into semifinal!!!!!
congrats...
unfortunately...
china dah block facebook...blogger..
so 1 pic oso kenot c...
haiz...

my whole family picture...
took it on new year after dinner~
i missed dat day!
i lyk dis pic..
haha..XD

went camp during hols...
3D2N~
so damn f**king tired!
2 veli bez frens....
feeding each other~
sot~

eat bread too much till vomit....
dai sei~
hu called u put so many inside...
ohya...
introduce...
my new fren from church...
Chan Je Pin 子斌
funny~siao~quite cute~

dis fellow oso....
mouth all full...
new fren oso...
Je Pin's best fren...
文康
i like his phone...
SE I-Know~1200 jek~
i wan~~~~
so damn nice!
sliding pic yeng!
8.1 megapixels~
i wanna chg dis phone!
1 word 2 describe him...
FUNNY~

Disgusting......
all bread inside da mouth~

2 solo.....
not dat "solo"
hope u understand....
havin competition between each other
c hu finish d bread 1st...
swt
==

2 org share 1 plate of meehoon...
siao~

i beloved LYNDA!!!!
she's cooking~~~
hiak hiak~~~

games....
he just looks like a dog...

my time~

my name tag~

my fren...

katherine...

sampat~

JP~

2 GAY ASS~

urgh~

through this camp...

i wanna said thanks 2 u guys...

thank god!

for letting us more close 2 each other!

AMEN~

erm

i met many new frens from different age~

i met angela's bro...HARRY...lengzai~

harry's fren...timothy...mature....quiet...nice guy~

timothy's bro~

all ni younger than me~

haha..

also, i got my own gang in church...

dat is 38 48 58 68 78

haha...wanna noe hu are them ask me bah~

in times square~

goin times square...

aunt sharon goin the wrong way~

swt

my bro...

muah~

in the temple~

end bah~

不要离我越来越远。。

The 113 post...XD

2010-03-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

early in this morning~(honestly not early at all...it's about 10)

saw my bro gaming in living room~

kawaii !

took pic~

came back from sunway...

saw him gaming...again~

OMG

y r u wearing dat damn specs?!

--------

yea...

my bro wearing specs now...

haiz..

he will regret when he grow up some day~

haiz...

-------

woke up at 9!

kelvin lar~sms me~

nervous~

took bath 4 almost an hour~

kena scolded by mom~

sorry~

then 11.45am went sunway with apple~

apple 2day casual look...

i oso want...but i dun dare...

----

reach sunway...

straightly go find kelvin~

then went kim gary for lunch..

his colleagues kept smiling at him...weird...

haha...

after lunch went movie..

alive in wonderland

sienz~

boring~

dissapointed me~

after movie...

went skating~

yippy~

kelvin introduced me alot of his skating frens..

haha..

like..."my gurlfren...amanda..."

his frens:"wah hi!!!! amanda arh~~~"

haha..

too many frens...

i cant remember them all..

nicholas with very yeng tattoo...

ray wid specs...funny look & tall

derrick wid pink shirt...funny guy oso

desmond...fat guy..but cute! haha..chubby!

(thinking~)

ohya!

eddie!!!!

OMG~

damn cute~

lengzai~

and i cant believe dat he is 22~

shocked!

haha..

very nice guy...

me n kelvin kept toking to him...

he's reli a nice guy!

apple pun suka him~

sumore speak cantonese...

easy 2 communicate!

hope 2 meet him next time!

gurl pulak...

elizabeth,shuxian(nice gurl..lyk toking 2 her),winnie(old skulmate),aly,josephine(cute)

still got alot..

i cant remember all of them!

haha

winnie's burpday~

haha..she bought secret recipe cake...

not to eat..

just to play..haiz...

----

instead of new frens..

i met alot of people too..

yichi~

then angela's small bro...and he was turning his head staring at me~

OMG! i didn't know dat he recognize me~

then jia yen~

haha...

suprise~

keke...XD

unfortunately

i met sum1 i dislyk...

melvin

URGH!!!!!!

n he was lyk pura pura toking 2 kelvin

blek~

wateva...

juz get lost as faz as u can~

shit u!

---

good memories always after having fun in sunway!

haha..

i will never ever 4get 2day

17.03.2010

I <3 U

The 112 post...

2010-03-16T21:51:00.006+08:00

2day...

woke up at 11am...earli lur!

me shocked too...woke up so early!

祖强sms me lar!

where got people woke up so earli during holiday..

sms me at 7.09am~

beh tahan~

damn sumore dream...haiz..

ate breakfast..sitting in front of the tv...

haiz..2day punya times square trip i think is tak on 1 lar..

slowly slowly lai...

gaming! PSP~

i downloaded a new game!

quite nice~DINER DASH~

cooking game lar..kinda lyk happy kitchen in facebook~

but this is better...without on9~hehe

game until din pick up phone...

angela straightly called hse phone..

"OI! y din pick up phone~go ioi nw lar!"

"oh..go bath 1st..juz woke up jek~"

"huh? havent bath yet...beh tahan u~"

wuwu

earli morning kena scolded~

haiz..

cepat go mandi...

her mom fetch lur...

d sakae sushi frog in her car...

kawaii dez!

n he is smiling 2 me!

XDXOXP

what a sunny day...HOT!

1stly...went lunch...at THE BREEKS...again~

2day's soup...mushroom cream!

nice!!!

OL drinking da soup...

haha..angela...

u reli luk lyk OL wid dat specs~

wahahaXD

my meal~

angela's meal..

damn big...

she cant finished...

wasted~

2 of us..

i reli luk short lar...

no choice~~~

after lunch..

went daiso n popular 2 buy prezzies...wrapper...

haiz...

cost alot~

TT

choosing da cards 4 camp...

angela ni..

stand until so...............wateva

wrapping prezzies in my room

hehe..

angela went home abt 6~

n v saw alvin was skipping rope in front his house..

she shocked when she noticed that alvin stayed beside me..

zadou...

==lll

XPXOXD

2010-03-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

Doing nothing today...

woke up at 11am...

kelvin woke me up...aikz!

thought that i can sleep till 12...

but he said cannot...cheh~

watched TV..non-stopped..till momi scolded..

haiz...

cleaned up my room...

wiped all those things...

change new perfume!!!!

XDXOXP

hmm...

finished my BIO report...

not feeling writing karangan...

so leave it....

see whether tomorrow going times square's plan on or not...

tak on pulak stay at home write karangan...

sienz!!!!

but at least can rest bah~

rather stay at home than studying in school...

祖强went back from his training camp~

must be very tired~

but he said very fun...

then i think,

maybe he do really like 田径组 very much...

just like he like 吉他组 last time....

anyway...it's past tense though...

i respect what he decide...

Wednesday on!

but apple's boy boy not going...cause no transport...

poor apple...haiz...

thanks 2 apple anyway...

today is NIGEL birthday!

haha...

i greet him just now....

hope i'm not too late..

i met JOVI in facebook!!!!!!

haha...cute!

I <3 YOU~~~~~

yesterday & 2day~busy & free~but happy~

2010-03-14T21:41:00.006+08:00

2day woke up at 9.30am lur...goin church wid angela...

late 4 church..so many people!

after church went meeting..

eat at mamak...

go watch people act..haha..funny..

during d meeting...

boring lur..

sienz..

sumore ytd night i slept at 2am...(toking 2 sum1)

meeting till sleep jor...kept fishing..

stoopid gabriel go took pic of me..sumore post on FB~

haha..

niweiz...

ncie shot!

haha..XD

c...so rajin...

sleeping oso taking pen~

rajin ni!

beh tahan...close my eyes 4 while~

ytd went joan's hse meeting...
sienz...
quite boring~
i hate listening..
sumore i woke up at 8am~
haiz...1st day if hols ni woke up so late..
TT

jacintha ~

angela was kept playing wid that fake camera toy...haiz...

sumore force me 2 take pic..

me..

as a pro photographer...shud be taking nice pics..

haha...jkjk~

my turn~

keke...^^

nice shot!

me & angela~

niweizz...

we learned the sorry sorry dance!

haha...

in jacintha's car
OL wid doraemon~
playing jacintha's piano...pura pura play de...she dun even noe how 2 play~keke took it just now..

in church..

both of them wearing d same style...

haha...

but both of them du reli luks same...

same surname...

hakka oso...

height ni diff lar..

haha..

"sis"

after meeting..

standing ther doin nothing...

sienz...

then lynda fetch us back...

lynda fetch angela 2 sunway..

so good...

i wonder did he bring da thing...

but when i call him..

he din pick up...haiz...

fine...

6.30pm ni reached home..

tired...

bath..

went out again

4 dinner..

FULL!

haha...

nice sunday!!!

XDXOXP

XD

2010-03-12T23:39:00.005+08:00

Ytd just finish my exam...

hooray!!!!

hehe..

straightly went to ioi wid wickey n lingjiu at 10am..

people tot us ponteng..

zadou~

went THE BREEKS to have my "breakfast"...i din eat anything from the moment i wake up ytd~

hehe

nice nice!!!

apple...gt chance i belanja u makan!!!

veli nice!!!

20 bucks 4 1 person!

soup,set meal...ice-cream..n oso the iced-lemon tea...veli nice..not 2 sour or 2 sweet..

reli nice~

i ate cagon chicken chop...

ICHIBAN dez!

ME drinking DA soup~nice nice~~~XD

wickey eating da salad...haha...

my chop....nice!

da ice-cream..nice...vanilla,strawberry n yam...

i lov yam...but i took strawberry...

not bad though~

d cup is cute~
sitting ther...chattin...1 & d half hour sitting ther~

haha...finally...paid da bill...

went popular...bought MINA!!!!

haha..XD

d theme still winter...haiz...

niweiz...im goin times square on tuesday...mesti go shoppin!!!!

...AMD...

2010-03-11T17:01:00.003+08:00

哈哈，我回来了！

好久好久都没上来了。。

上面那个男的帅～～

哈哈XD

真的帅。。

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过了这么久，

也经过很多事。。

不是说祖强有东西要给我吗。。

原来是张谱。。

而且是我喜欢的吉他谱！！！

是蔡依林的倒带～

感动-ING～

真的超感动。。

我没想到他竟然会重新编过整份谱！！！

而且还打出来完整的歌词。。还有手写的和弦。。

别人那时都在过新年，他却躲在房间写谱给我。

真的很感动！

虽然对其他人不是什么特别的东西，

可是这个对我来说很重要。。

是他第一次送东西给我耶！

而且还这么用心写

说真的。。没收过什么男生朋友的礼物。。

他是第一个！

这个礼物。。我会好好地收起来。。

但是！

我有困难！

他写的有一些和弦。。我都弹不到。。（因为我手指太短了）

我就信息他说我弹不到，

他会我：“不用紧，我会教你的，星期四上活动是教你，OK？”

很期待星期四的来临。。

终于到了星期四。。

咦？

书包在这，可人呢？

看他回来时，穿着操衣。。就问他：“你要干嘛？”

他：“去卖身咯～”

问了珍珠，才知道他要去练习田径。。

哼！

明明说要教我，现在给我去练习了！放我飞机。。。

他点了点我的肩膀，递了张纸给我。。人就走了。。

仔细一看。。是弹法耶！！！！

是所有的和弦弹法。。

而且很显然的是，那张纸是废纸来，应该是上课时匆匆忙忙写给我的吧。。

又被他感动了。。

快要掉泪了！！！真的！！！

我该死啦。。反应不够快，不会追上去跟他讲谢谢。。

还傻傻站在那边一直看着那张纸～

回到家信息他：“谢谢你，很感动。:)”

他：“不用客气，下次再仔细教你！OK？”

超感动的。。反复看着看着那张谱。。不知不觉睡着了。。

过后那几天，他都忙着去比赛，就是上个星期一二三。。他说他好累。。

我：“比赛也是要休息的！你不要太过比自己！身体要照顾好！记得K书哦！”

他回了：“嗯，现在去K～”

可怜，要考试了还要去比赛。。

上星期四，他上学了！

一大早就来找我。。

跟他聊了好多。。他也变黑了点，哈哈XD

突然他告诉我，他想退团。。

“家儿，我看我明年还是退团好了～”

“好哇，退出田径专心在吉他组帮我更好！！！”

怎知，是我会错意。。

“不是，我是说，我退出吉他组。”

我们两个都沉默了。。

不是第一次了。。

他不是第一次说他要退团了。。

我看，这次，他是来真的。。

我：“嗯。”

然后我就进去班了。

回到家，他信息我：

“可能我也不会退团的，你不要怕，我是说可能咯，又不是一定，你那么怕做么？如果真的走了的话，我也会回来帮你们表演的～田径组真的很好玩，只是如果比赛输了才会被骂罢了～”

我：“嗯～”

他：“我真的不喜欢那个吉他老师～”

我：“嗯，退吧，整个吉他组丢给我扛就好了～”

他：“你觉得我是这样的人吗？就只是一天去练罢了，我尽量不会咯，不要哭。。^^”

又说我哭。。受不了。。

就酱咯。。到现在，我都没跟他见面，没跟他说话，没找他，他也没找我。。

最近都忙着考试咯。。

很难，

第一科SEJARAH就难倒我了，

ESSAY题乱写的。。都不懂对不对。。

看到慧芝的部落格写她拿到A

羡慕。。

不懂我的可不可以。。

真的很难！

第二科。。电脑。。废废的。。背名词背到我要死。。

什么是互联网？

什么是电脑？

什么是CPU？

什么是。。。什么是。。。什么是。。。什么是屁啦！

第三科&第四科。。星期一考的。。

ENGLISH & ADD MATHS

ADD MATHS死到很惨啊！！！

竟然有证明题！

我没了六分啊！！！

沈佬，做么你出到讲难。。试卷下面还写“作答顺利”

哪顺利啊！

过后就是PHYSICS & 华语

考到我都有点昏昏欲睡。。

PHYSIC 什么名词我都没背，所以空完。。应该被扣不少分吧。。算了吧。。

华语，出乎我意料。。挺容易的，希望这次拿A

接着就是昨天的CHEMISTRY&P.M

PM容易到暴。。希望可以拿满分！

CHEM。不错啦。。

符老师，还是你比较有良心。。出那些问题都是人做的。。！GOOD！

今天。。BIOLOGY

圈圈和ESSAY都不错。。

STRUCTURE QUESTION

死给他看。。空很多。。都不懂它讲什么。。

那个字是认识我的，可是我不认识它们。。唉。。

算了啦～

明天BM啊。。一样死吧

KOMSAS背到我显掉～

况且等下又有物理补习～

LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS～

明天叻。。十点考完！！！

飞去IOI吃东西，买MINA！买林俊杰的CD，买吉他CAPO&PICK，买指甲油！

哈哈。。。兴奋。。凌秋带我们去吃好料！！迫不及待！

本来我没去的，我是直接打算搭巴士去SUNWAY。。

可是凌秋说有好料吃。。当然跟埋她去的啦。。呵呵XD

然后去洗脸

晚上出去吃晚餐。。

星期六去思龄家！

我们整团人要开会。。

哈哈。。口头上是说开会。。。

其实是去玩的。。区子敬，对不对。。你教的～

星期日，留在教堂到五点。。玩咯！！！

上个星期日我也留到五点，认识到超多朋友的！！！！

哈哈。。帅哥比较多。。瓦咔咔。。

我有跟他们拍照。。

迟点POST上来。。

星期一。。留在家里做KARANGAN。。休息休息，上网上网，涂指甲油，做面膜，听CD

星二，进攻TIMES SQUARE！！！！

哈哈。。去那里买一咯～

晚上妈咪请吃。。和慧芝一家出去吃大餐。。

星三，去SUNWAY。。呵呵XD

星四。。去教堂做布置！

星五到星日。。去教堂CAMP-----一个都不能少

期待期待！

星期日AFTER CHURCH去SUNWAY玩～呵呵。。

所以说。。整个假期都忙翻了！！！

节目多到暴！！！

XDXOXP

尽情享受吧。。

呵呵。。。

明天再上来这里！

照照都是我EDIT的，

留言一下，

看下有没有进步。。。

明天的国语。。

祝我顺利吧～呵呵XD

...4 DAYS IN PENANG..1 DAY IN HARD ROCK...

2010-02-19T20:37:00.012+08:00

15-18.02.10

今天21好啦。。

好久都没上来了！

都被苹果催了！

她就好啦。。现在应该在跟他宝贝在一起。

恩爱啦。。两个！

高兴就好

新年假期这期间

也没做过什么东东

就是回家乡罢了-------P.P.

这次有邻居要和我们一起上PP～

8个人挤一辆七个人坐的车哦！

还好他的小孩不会很大。。可以跟我们挤挤下～

在车上一直打机咯。看电影咯。AVATAR。呵呵。嗯。当然也有睡觉啦。

可是都被小孩子吵醒的！

没得好睡。。呜呜。

就只好拍照啦！！！

哈哈。

白痴。

我个人蛮喜欢这张的。

K说很好笑哦，这张。会咩？

这个才好笑啦。。ZABO～呵呵

我的娃娃&眼镜！

DARREN！！！DONT GIV ME THAT LOOK LAR...LOL~

我的DD～～打机打到呆呆的。。XP

酱小就有手机了。。现在的小孩子哇。。唉～

DARREN在信息一个家伙。。

那个无名氏很好笑的！

SMS给错人了。。

DARREN就问他：“siapa ni banzai?!"

哈哈。。一直作弄那个猪头！

那家伙应该是生气了。。

就回：“siapa bodoh ni?"

DARREN就会他：“Awak yang bodoh lar!"

给他扎到！！！

哈哈。。XD
大概三点多就到PP了。。

送他们去CITITEL后我们才回NORTHAM～

休息休息～

6点啦！

休息够了！

出发！

去和邻居吃晚餐。。

当然。。是新年大餐啊！！！

哈哈。

吃完饭后。。

就去以海滩附近的一个club坐坐。

去那里的时候超赛车的！！！

坐在车里听歌。。

去到那边啊。

没做什么。。

聊天咯。

听我妈他们讲八卦咯。。

讲讲下。。

突然有整班人走过来我们附近桌子吵架。。超凶的！

我还打算假如他们一动手，我就第一个。。。闪！

呵呵，但结果还是没大打出手。。为了什么吵架呢？

￥￥￥钱￥￥￥

唉。。可悲可悲。

过后就搬地方聊天。。

搬去AUNT JANE住的酒店。

FLAMINGO

很美的～

很干净的沙滩！

很美的泳池！

可惜是晚上，要不然我第一个跳下去！

聊天聊天～

给你们看看照照。。

我喜欢这张。。美。

第二天。。

去奶奶家咯！

看到我的REFLECTION吧～

咔咔！

在外婆家坐了五六个小时。

累了！

回酒店休息～

还是酒店舒服点！

笨蛋DD～

大DD在看戏啦～不鸟我的～

最后还是跟小DD玩了起来～

哈哈。

我超爱他的衣服的。。

是HAPPY TREE FRIENDS的。。很后悔没买！！！

第三天。。

在邻居他们上BATU FERRINGGI。。

他们搬酒店了！

住HARD ROCK HOTEL～

我一直想要去看看的酒店。。。我来啦！！！

一路上。。

一直在转。。山路嘛。。是这样的。。

他们就打机咯。。

我就一直在拍照。。

当然。。

也有经过我和苹果小时候住过的酒店。。

还有。。

我和慧芝住过的酒店。。还可以同房的呢！！！

超怀念的！

很多很多美好的回忆！

终于！

到了。。

挺好看的。。

一进去就看到BEATLES！！！！

别误会。。他们没复活。。我是说我看到他们的人像。。

超酷的！！！

拍照留念啦！！！

LOBBY的一部分。。

很热闹。。很多人！

竟然在那里给我找到BEAR-BRICK！！！

可是他好像被冷落酱。。被放到很冷的角落里。

可怜。。

以后我也要买一只！

我要LV的BEAR-BRICK！！！

HARD ROCK 嘛。。

都是ROCK的啦。。

那里有小小的展览厅。。

展览一些80s,90s的ROCKSTAR的东东。。

有吉他啦。。服装啦。。

这件很帅！

这把够帅咯！！！

我还看到一把。。十二条弦的！

之前听过表哥讲过。。

现在终于亲眼目睹！

很够力啊！

它的泳池很美！

加上那时天气挺热的
很想直接跳进水里游！

DARREN都忍不住拿起他的WATER-GUN在喷了！

咔咔。

这把BASS很好看！

它的形状有点像变形虫（AMOEBA）

咔咔。

嗯。。穿这身衣服唱摇滚个不太适合吧？！

BEATLES的脸竟然在墙上！

很美！

晚上的LIFE-BAND

期待

因为那天晚上表演的是三个帅哥。

花痴。

当然也少不了0N9啦！

呵呵。。XD

BABY POOL的。。

我还第一次看到这么爽的BABY POOL～

但是那个LIFEGUARD超凶的。。

一直在骂小孩子～

衰的。

地上的HARD ROCK～

看到有湿湿的脚印吗？！

哈哈。。

很美的菊花。。真的哦。。不是假的。。很香～

其实这个是在天花板上的。。

所以要拍的话要把手机放平行去。。

那个自已只有在变颜色的。。

那些一条条的东西被风吹过会摇的。。很美！

来到PENANG的HARD ROCK。。

当然要买衣服留念啦！

我有买哦。。

可是一件底价挺贵的

最便宜那件都70了！

我买那件85。。很美。。BLING BLING 的。。

最主要还是有HARD ROCK的名字和他的地方名啦～

谢谢老爸！XD

他们要演出啦！！！

期待！

其中一个男的电子吉他超劲的！

很好听！

他手指飞到超快的！

我有拍下来。。打算开学后拿去串祖强。。

哈哈XD

另一个男的。。他很像NIGEL那种类型的～

唱歌超好听！！！！

很喜欢他的声音。

真可惜他是唱英文歌的～

到了晚上。。

坐在沙滩上聊天啦。。

我就煲电话粥啦～

煲到都快没电了才甘愿掛～哈哈XD

越聊越兴奋嘛！

2点才睡咯～

很累。。

隔天就会KL了！

回到家里可躺在自己的床。。舒服多了！

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19.02.10

去思龄家画BANNER～

很好玩！

迟点POST 上来给你们看我们画的BANNER～

很美的哦！

欧子敬很好笑。。一直在逗我们笑～

ANGELA跟我回家啦。。

聊天。。

哈哈XD

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20.02.10

人日！

每个人的生日！

一点才起床呢！

太累了。。哈哈。。

晚餐跟外婆和亲戚下CHERAS吃。。

当然也是新年大餐！！！！

饱到。。

都快呼吸不到了！

过后就回外婆家。。拍全家福！！！

表哥要去上海读书了！

不舍得啊。。

星期四凌晨一点机。。幸好星期五不用上课。。可以去送机！

我不舍得啊！！！

以后的两年就没有人陪我弹吉他唱英文歌了。。呜呜。。

GOR～你要一路顺风哦！

读书要加油，不要辜负我们！

学多一点上海点心。。回来做给我们吃。。相信你的实力！

哈哈。。

虽然中国的FACEBOOK被BENT掉了。。

我们还有MSN！

瓦咔咔。。

还好没什么时差！

可以一起睡觉。。一起吃饭。。！

保重啦！

回到家。。

超热闹的！

和苹果&慧芝聊天聊到两点多才回家睡觉。。哈哈。。好久都没酱了！

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21.02.10

今天没什么啦。。

就酱咯。。

晚上还有一场派对。。

很期待！

苹果。。一定要唱K哦！！！

JUDI JUDI!!!!!!!

拜天宫啦！

哈哈。。XOXO

期待明天的开学。。

祖强说有东西送我。。

很期待他送些什么给我。。咔咔XD

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...这两天...

2010-02-10T18:49:00.003+08:00

昨天活动哇。。

迎新会。。

哈哈。。比我想象中好玩很多！

比去年更HIGH！！

呵呵～

死吴祖强！

你干嘛跟吴祖光讲我那天被你吓到的事啦！

我被他笑惨了啦！

叛徒！

东西都好好吃。。

吃吃下。。

祖强：“黄家儿，你怎么变矮了？才几天不见你！”

放屁，人会缩水的吗？

没好气回答他：“什么啦！你长高啦～”

话说，

他真的长高好多。。吓死我了。。本来才高我一粒头。。现在都不只了

祖光：“对啦，你长高了～”

吴祖强，我知道你在暗爽。。算了～

祖强：“黄家儿，你真的很矮咯！”立刻站了过来我旁边，死拼用手比。

祖光：“我更高啊！”真的，更高，又站过来，185，我可以做什么吗？

丰惠：“我也很高下啊！”165的，又站过来，三个高人围着我，我这个最矮的能做什么？

我：“够了！”他们才笑着走开！无聊～

玩游戏，

这次我不用主持，

交给祖光&丰惠

我只在那里做闲人。。无所事事。。

Pearl叫我管第三组，女生的组，好管很多～

死吴祖强，偏要跟我抢！

我：“主席叫我管的！”

他：“什么，你去管那组，去去去！”

靠他！

我：“喂！”

祖强：“什么什么？现在是要打架是吗？”

他靠过来，他酱高，我哪里够他打，况且酱多人再看～

我只好妥协，自己去那组管那些男生。。

那班男生也不错啦。。很聪明啊！也很口爱～^口^

我和PEARL说说话，

祖强跑了过来。。

“Sorry啦，我给你管那组啦，别生气～”

费时理他。。管他的～照管我那组～

进行第二个游戏，超High的。。哈哈。。祖光示范，转圈子转到他晕，该死！呵呵

第三个，猜拳，输的被画手。。

我玩啊。。超爱玩的！

首先我跟财政玩，哈哈，她输了。。我画她的手，大大个叉。。

祖光看到我赢就不爽啊。。

猜猜猜，他输了！

我画他的手，大大个叉。。莫哈哈哈哈！

看到他超气的样子就好笑！

祖强跟我猜，

他赢了。。唉。。。怎么酱啊！

被他画。。正大大个叉，在我右手上。。

有拍照。。下次再Post上来。。死王八他！

过后我要观赛，他一直推开我。。讨人厌啊！

我就识趣走开啦～臭王八他！

过后Pearl要我考虑演奏会的事。。

我就沉思啊。。静静的。。脸自然就不笑啊！

祖强以为我生他的气，走过来。。

“诶，手，玩下罢了，Sorry啊，不要生气啊，不要伤心啊～”

猪他！

谁生气啊？

谁伤心啊？

莫名其妙！

过后就回家啦。。

直到今天。。还算不错。。宝贝有打来，宝贝最近好像很忙酱的。。不用紧吧～

明天又有活动啦。。

带重重的吉他。。正式上课咯。。怕老师给考试。。我不要哇！

有的话。。我当场哭给他看！！

西西

^皿^

...2 IS BETTER THAN 1...

2010-02-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

sopo...

hehe...XP

4 u guys to laugh lar...

---

d title 4 2day...

yea..

a song..

but oso abt me

i admit it

im in a relationship

wid hu...

secret~

dun try to guess...

---

niweiz...

these days...

class tests...

alot...!

kinda busy studying...

following this week..

class tests again...whole week...haiz...

its ok lar...just hope i can do my best n get my marks!

haha..

i reli wanna get good results in 2010!

jiayouz!

---

tuesday...

v got activity in school...

staying back..

erm...im d vp...zuchiang too..

im d host..

although i hav sore throat...

erm..everything goes good...nothing happen...

zuguang was kinda noisy dat time!

er...yea...dats all..

wednesday...sumthing happened..

i du wana say..

kelvin...thx 4 advising me n hearin me cried...muakz!

thursday...

brought my bengkak eyes to school...

haiz...cried at school again...

im useless!

after school...went activity...

foong hui n pearl asked me what's wrong...

zuqiang n zuguang just sat beside me..

i dare not tell...cause i noe i will cry if i tell...

haha..XD

useless..

suddenly felt that i became useless...or actuali im already a useless one?

dissapointed me lar...

felt hopeless to guitar club
wanna cry...again~useless...TT

3 students..

i dun lyk them..

they lyk...not syok on going out 2 pk...

i go on n called them out...point is...POLITELY~

n they were lyk...staring at me wid rude eyes..

i was like...i feel lyk punching them dat time!

zuchiang was keep calming dat time...

keep saying :"chill chill chill...."

FINE!

n i gave them my evil look!

u wouldn't wanna noe how i look dat time...

after d pk...i sang 倒带...zuchiang was playing d guitar for me..

he knew i sad...he knew i cried...so he quite care about me on that day...im suprise!

haha...

friday..

in good mood..

cause everything is PERFECT!

haha...XD

saturday

meeting!

walked to AV2 wid tzuchiang...

long legs people are different!

unfair!!!

he walked so fast..

i was like chasing him...

so tired when walking wid him...

finally...reached there...

he sat beside me...

squezzing...cause alot of people...

haha...

meeting was boring...all nonsense...

me n him...

er...kept talking...

argueing...

he always the winner...i let him won...ok?!

i told him ghost stories...怪谈

actualy i suppose to scare him!

but he scared me!

i was like...OH!

almost scream out!!!

shock!

cause i think of the ghost...

haha...

then i whack him lyk hell...n he was....."WAKAKAKA"

urgh...TT

v argued that spongebob is cute anot...

he kept saying im childish...

yer!

after the meeting..

melissa told me sumthing bad...

its about that day's thing lar...dat 3 person!!!!

i just cant stand...

i straightly went out d room n left zuchiang alone there...soli!

melissa said she wan me 2 think of wat i've been done...

think of wat?!!!!

wat the hell wrong i did!

i dun feel im wrong at all!

they dun even respect me...

y shud i!

oso...

they gib dat kind of attitude...

n y shud i treat them good again?

i was kinda mad that time!

URGH!

actualy im feeling happy after talking for so long wid zuchiang..

but suddenly...

haiz...

i reli upset on that thing!

back to home...

pearl message me...

she told me "u didn't do anything wrong...just dont care of those bad mouth people"

i like one of her sentence...

"being happy attracts positive aura"

that's reli veli nice..

then...zuchiang message..

told me not to sad...

blah blah blah...

"被人投诉是正常的。。不用不开心。。想开一点"

urgh!

看回你这句我就一把火！

你的意思就是你帮他们那几个啦？！

你试下被人投诉！

而且是你根本没错还被人投诉！

吴祖强！

你到底会不会安慰人啊！

...YTD & 2DAY aka SUNWAY...

2010-02-01T18:55:00.007+08:00

bite bite XD

aiya...baju saya....

haha...im back!

took this pic just now in car...back from sunway...

庙会

hehe...

i shud post this pic last week...

but i havent edit it yet that time...

lazy bah...

now ni edit it...

c c

10 person arh...

performance wid guitar...

sang 大地回春&大团圆

c me?

kaka...^^

apple...

i noe u're curious on how 祖光祖强's look...

hehe....XP

outside the asian avenue...

with such big...duno what it called...watever...

it's veli nice!

goldish!

and the ball will turn....and turn and turn

so cute!

i like those stuffs dat is bling blingXD

O.O

took it on yesterday

in d car...

after church

sitting behind alone

take pic bah~

me...

i like this..

shine shine...:)

ignore d "我爱他"

=.=lll

in da fitting rooom ( flame or catchup )

sunway

wanna buy CNY clothes...

i like this mini dress veli much..

i bought it!!!

this is da different 1...

although the pattern is same...( strawberry )

i bought this too...

nice nice~

kept taking pic...wakaka...XD

another 1...

i bought this too...

this 1 saya punya lar...

hehe...;)

in 2pm.com....

my mom was in da fitting room...

both of us waiting outside...

my mom bought tight jeans...

OMG

wahaha...

i dun think others people's mom will wear tight jeans

----

niweiz..

i bought quite alot

i cant show it to u

i dint take pics for it...

kaka...

hapi

i bought 2 pairs of new shoes!!!!

kaka...

reli veli nice...

my mom chose it for me..

btw

not high heels..

i dun wear high heels..

but not wearing high heels doesn't mean not gurl marh

honestly...

i have no high heels

i oni hav slippers..【tropicana life】

shoes 【all star.everlast.nike.adidas】

n some others...

c..

i have no high heels...

i seldom go to high heels shop like CHARLES N KEITH.NOSE.VINCCI. blah blah blah~

tell u secretly..

i du noe how to walk wid high heels...

haiz...

2 bad 4 me lar..

nigel advise me to buy

dude!

i will keep ur wurds in mind..

er..

mayb i will buy a pair...soon~

wateva...

haha...XD

----

class tests...

lots of it this week...

add maths...comp...sejarah...bio...pm (think so?)

maths teacher 沈佬 said:"哇，酱多小考，应该是我的小考带动的风气"

haiz...anah anah...u lar u lar~

haiz...

tml having add maths n comp lur...

jiayouz!

but...

2 periods of physics arh!!!

wuwuwu...TT

cham~

----

after school ni sumore nid stay back...

having activity lur~

im d VP!

kaka...

祖强is oso d vp too...

thx 2 him for coming!

haha...without him...OMG~

i cant handle it without him lur!

niweiz..

he took my psp memory card recently...

to send games...

urgh..

so unfair..

how come his mom allowed him to play during school days...

cheh~

...FORGIVE ME...BUT DONT FORGET ME PLS...

2010-01-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

feeling not dat good now

1stly...i'm bored!

bored for hours since i came back from school!

haiz...

niweiz...

i got sick ytd~

fever...coughing...flu~hachiuuuuu....

took some rest

still

i went to school today...

i dint feel tired or sleepy during classes

i mean every single class

good~

i love 2day's english period!

miss malar gaves us listening~

first i thought it just maybe listening to a story or what..

but i'm wrong!

we were listening to a song

BECAUSE I LOVED YOU BY CELINE DION

nice song~

i heard this b4 cause i bought this album...i love dat track too...:)

our work was just listening to the songs and try to write out the lyrics...

i done very well...but some i really cant hear it properly...hehe

after writing the right lyrics...i wrote some of my opinion & my feelings..

i cried...when i see the lyrics...i remind of what my mom've done to me...

i love you mom...muak!

-----

2nd thing...

apple...

im reli veli soli!

i'm sorry that i didn't tell you about the "thingy"

i'm sorry~

i hope u forgive me...

& i hope u keep it as a secret...

pls....TT

-----

think of lots of stuff these days

haiz..

guys...

do u feel tired or emo these days?

stress...

-----

chemistry...

finally..

the calculation..

i figured it out myself...

clap clap!!!

-----

i'm emo

& i need someone to talk to me now

----

...MSN...IGNORE IT IF U DUN WANA C...

2010-01-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

MSN

with him

my PM: I want NOBODY but u

his PM: ben_bean inc.

ben_bean inc. says:

who is u ? [wat he mean is the pm]

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

amanda lar~ [i gt misunderstood]

ben_bean inc. says:

lol

ben_bean inc. says:

haha

ben_bean inc. says:

wat abt kelvin?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

lol.....

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

er....

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

duno~

ben_bean inc. says:

so u n him reli is wat relationship nw?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

couple?

ben_bean inc. says:

bt u dun1 him?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

i din say i dun wan...

ben_bean inc. says:

bt u din say u wan him also

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

yalo...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

ok ok lu..

ben_bean inc. says:

so u wan him anot wan ?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u wan me ke?

ben_bean inc. says:

u think?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

duno pun...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u shud tell me lur~

ben_bean inc. says:

haha

ben_bean inc. says:

dun change topic

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

where gt change~

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

i ask u marh~

ben_bean inc. says:

mar change d lor

ben_bean inc. says:

atciuallay askin u 1 mar

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha...okok...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

i want him~

ben_bean inc. says:

hsha

ben_bean inc. says:

ok lor

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u want me ke?

ben_bean inc. says:

hw to wan u

ben_bean inc. says:

u r taken

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

so if im not been taken u will want me lar?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha..

ben_bean inc. says:

yerr

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

izit?

ben_bean inc. says:

y ask til like tat ler?

ben_bean inc. says:

(nw i takut u wan break wif kelvin thn wan me)

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

haha...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u havent answer my ques leh..

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

dun change topic

ben_bean inc. says:

if i say no u sad mar?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

wateva~

ben_bean inc. says:

hvn change yet

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

almost change..

ben_bean inc. says:

haha

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

answer~

ben_bean inc. says:

jus chai wan crty ddd

ben_bean inc. says:

i wan cry d

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

yer~

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u dun change topic arh u

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

answer~

ben_bean inc. says:

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

answer!

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

dun cheat

ben_bean inc. says:

i wher gt cheat?

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

ok...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

u no cheat lur...

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

juz answer

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

dun pura pura change topic

I want NOBODY but u~ says:

yer~

scary cat ni~

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